can the air in these lungs be displaced with gold coated love?

[jakestucker]

i was thinking about life. i was thinking about love, as i drifted into my often visited private world i realized more things about myself that i keep unconciously forcing myself to forget. im a really spacey character, i choose to be seperated from others alot just to think about things. just to sort things out. it isnt that i dont feel like i fit

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"and these tears of angst will bring rains of hope"

[jakestucker]

yeah i took photo one and two, im probably going to take yearbook next year, or newspaper, depends on if i have room for it. but yeah i love photography and video stuff, and i like to write, i have lots and lots and lots of poetry, and artwork. but yeah me and lauren had something, it didnt work, and now im like whoa, it took us going to crap to make us better people on individual levels. or maybe im talking to much. :) lol, later.
[jake]tucker

[umakemesick]

i understand now why i needed to ask you that, i'm sure you do too. it's obvious things happened for a reason here. were still finding out why each day, but i'm sure well have a solid reason soon.

what if?

[jakestucker]

heck yes, now lets get a move on! hire a P.I. lol, your great lauren.