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[jakestucker]

i need some one to be able to go and hang out with, and be close with, some one to hold, and some one to belong to, some one that i can just let it out with, and never worry, about if im putting on a good enough show for, some one who can see my pain, and heal it. some one who can not see it but heal it just by being with me. some one... just fuckn

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if once becomes only, when does it start?

[jakestucker]

yeah, cool, cool, i think my comp. clock was ahead like a week, and when i set it back, live journal wont let me post anything unless it is past the latest date that i posted something... so i have to post it like a few days in the future... lol, is that your screen name?
stephanie kay
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thanks, yeah that makes sense...doesnt really help much, cept for realization i guess. im just a bad kid, and suck at life:) lol, later,
[JakeTucker]

i dont feel the way ive ever felt.

[jakestucker]

no, you made a decision, and i respect that. period.
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If there was a single day I could live... a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.
The blood's on the wall, so you'd might as well just forget it
And bleach out the stains, commit to forgetting it.
You're better off empty and blank, than left with a single pathetic trace of this
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself.
I'll chain you to the truth for the truth shall set you free
I'll turn the screws of vengeance and bury you with honesty
I'll make all your dreams come to life, then slay them as quickly as they came
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, see who gives a fuck.
Failure.
If there was a day I could live, if there was a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.

(im becoming a metal head...lol)

hold on tightly, let go lightly

[jakestucker]

actually, i mean like doesnt give up when things get tough, as in if they ever did, we could run right through it together, i want something lasting, long lasting. i need it.