A Journal of Tears 2/3
Title: A Journal of Tears 2/?
Fandom: Super Junior/ K.R.Y
Pairings: KyuYeWook [K.R.Y]
Rating: NC-17
Warning: BoyxBoy, Angst, Implied Rape,
Author's Notes: Chapter 2. A lot happens in this chapter. A large insight into what has happened with the boys as well as what their put through.
Truthfully I'm a little disappointed with this chapter so I'll try to make the next one better.
I have a request post. If you would like to request a fic. Here
Previous Chapters:/ Prologue/ 1/
~ Nov. 9 ~ (Unknown)
Only drops of blood cover the page
....................................
~ Entry without a date ~
He says our voices are not worthy enough to be heard by those that don't deserve to hear them.
He hid our voices away from the world for only him to hear. His alone.
He raped us...Yesung raped us.
He wanted to hear us shout his name ....with that voice he was so attached to. He beat us if we didn't comply. I..I gave in.
Kyuhyun...Kyuhyun still hasn't spoken.. He did scream though....
Yesung gave him some weird pills, and Kyuhyun...he stopped moving. Yesung had his fun while Kyuhyun was like that. He was angry though...afterwords and left him on the bed.
I've checked him, and he...he's alive but ... I'm sorry I couldn't stop him Kyuhyun....
~ 1 ~
I have lost track of time...I don't know the date anymore for I was blacked out for quite some time after Yesung's actions.
He refuses to tell me the date and so I have just began to number these pages.
I will tell our story without hesitation, I will speak of every event.
Since Yesung has come, the darkness on the other side of the room has lifted. He turns on a light when he comes in. Of course, thats if it's not in the middle of the night. When you can feel his cold hands running over your cheek.
The other side of the room actually holds many boxes and shelfs but what I saw...is the stairs that lead out of here. They lead up to a large door that is bolted on the other side. I heard when Yesung locked it.
Yesung has learned of my uses for the sink and has shut water off...
He has yet to learn of the window...
Kyuhyun is still not awake. The gash...It's gotten worse and I've done my best to try and keep it from getting infected.
Yesung is angry with him for not taking care of himself. It's Yesung's fault he's like that. ....
Wait...
...
...
...
Kyuhyun's awake. He said something about about Sungmin...I couldn't make it out. I'll take care of him. I'll write more later.
~ 2 ~
Kyuhyun has agreed to write entries with me. There is always more then one side to every story.
...
~ 3 ~
Yesung has offered us food. He says were getting to thin and as Idol we should watch our figure. To thin is never a good thing to show.
He spoke this and then slapped Kyuhyun. He hit Kyuhyun for something that came out of his own mouth.
He says we shouldn't think about showing ourselves to others. We belong to him...him alone. He wanted us to sing with him today...sing as KRY. I tried,..my voice is hoarse and he got angry at me and punished me. Kyuhyun...Kyuhyun couldn't sing at all, his voice has all but given out. He was punished as well.
Our punishments,...
They can be many things. The worse is bring drug to the top of the stairs and being pushed back down. The least painful being his beatings but even that has taken it's toll on Kyuhyun. He is weak, and can barely sit up none the less the actions Yesung wishes of him. His face...Kyuhyun's flawless face is bruised and swollen. I apologize again for not protecting you my dongsaeng.
Yesung...he never aims for my face. He says there is a beauty that should be not shattered held within my face. While it saves me my ability to see and help Kyuhyun...I really do wish I could trade places with him.
"....God, I may not be as faithful and loyal to you as Siwon-Hyung. But God...Please...I beg of you. Save us..."
~ 4~
Another night...another act of pleasure that won't be returned.
He tried to get something out of Kyuhyun again last night but he passed out at Yesung's entry. He threw him off the bed and grabbed me...
The paper is damp with tears
"God...Why havn't you saved us yet?"
~ 5 ~
I promised Ryeowook I'd write in his journal with him.
The pen marks are very shaky and overly spaced out
He is on the bed. He Yesung beat him hard for fighting against him.
I've read his past entries no, hyung. I'm sorry for not being able to protect you.
Fandom: Super Junior/ K.R.Y
Pairings: KyuYeWook [K.R.Y]
Rating: NC-17
Warning: BoyxBoy, Angst, Implied Rape,
Author's Notes: Chapter 2. A lot happens in this chapter. A large insight into what has happened with the boys as well as what their put through.
Truthfully I'm a little disappointed with this chapter so I'll try to make the next one better.
I have a request post. If you would like to request a fic. Here
Previous Chapters:/ Prologue/ 1/
~ Nov. 9 ~ (Unknown)
Only drops of blood cover the page
....................................
~ Entry without a date ~
He says our voices are not worthy enough to be heard by those that don't deserve to hear them.
He hid our voices away from the world for only him to hear. His alone.
He raped us...Yesung raped us.
He wanted to hear us shout his name ....with that voice he was so attached to. He beat us if we didn't comply. I..I gave in.
Kyuhyun...Kyuhyun still hasn't spoken.. He did scream though....
Yesung gave him some weird pills, and Kyuhyun...he stopped moving. Yesung had his fun while Kyuhyun was like that. He was angry though...afterwords and left him on the bed.
I've checked him, and he...he's alive but ... I'm sorry I couldn't stop him Kyuhyun....
~ 1 ~
I have lost track of time...I don't know the date anymore for I was blacked out for quite some time after Yesung's actions.
He refuses to tell me the date and so I have just began to number these pages.
I will tell our story without hesitation, I will speak of every event.
Since Yesung has come, the darkness on the other side of the room has lifted. He turns on a light when he comes in. Of course, thats if it's not in the middle of the night. When you can feel his cold hands running over your cheek.
The other side of the room actually holds many boxes and shelfs but what I saw...is the stairs that lead out of here. They lead up to a large door that is bolted on the other side. I heard when Yesung locked it.
Yesung has learned of my uses for the sink and has shut water off...
He has yet to learn of the window...
Kyuhyun is still not awake. The gash...It's gotten worse and I've done my best to try and keep it from getting infected.
Yesung is angry with him for not taking care of himself. It's Yesung's fault he's like that. ....
Wait...
...
...
...
Kyuhyun's awake. He said something about about Sungmin...I couldn't make it out. I'll take care of him. I'll write more later.
~ 2 ~
Kyuhyun has agreed to write entries with me. There is always more then one side to every story.
...
~ 3 ~
Yesung has offered us food. He says were getting to thin and as Idol we should watch our figure. To thin is never a good thing to show.
He spoke this and then slapped Kyuhyun. He hit Kyuhyun for something that came out of his own mouth.
He says we shouldn't think about showing ourselves to others. We belong to him...him alone. He wanted us to sing with him today...sing as KRY. I tried,..my voice is hoarse and he got angry at me and punished me. Kyuhyun...Kyuhyun couldn't sing at all, his voice has all but given out. He was punished as well.
Our punishments,...
They can be many things. The worse is bring drug to the top of the stairs and being pushed back down. The least painful being his beatings but even that has taken it's toll on Kyuhyun. He is weak, and can barely sit up none the less the actions Yesung wishes of him. His face...Kyuhyun's flawless face is bruised and swollen. I apologize again for not protecting you my dongsaeng.
Yesung...he never aims for my face. He says there is a beauty that should be not shattered held within my face. While it saves me my ability to see and help Kyuhyun...I really do wish I could trade places with him.
"....God, I may not be as faithful and loyal to you as Siwon-Hyung. But God...Please...I beg of you. Save us..."
~ 4~
Another night...another act of pleasure that won't be returned.
He tried to get something out of Kyuhyun again last night but he passed out at Yesung's entry. He threw him off the bed and grabbed me...
The paper is damp with tears
"God...Why havn't you saved us yet?"
~ 5 ~
I promised Ryeowook I'd write in his journal with him.
The pen marks are very shaky and overly spaced out
He is on the bed. He Yesung beat him hard for fighting against him.
I've read his past entries no, hyung. I'm sorry for not being able to protect you.