hey guys!! havent updated like a normal update in quite a while now!! heh ok so like...yeah yesterday was like one of the awesomest days i've had in a while! heh week'e been all "wonky" heh and like yeah up n down n up n down....n it's great to be at the up part again! heh i feel like i'm making progress in my life again n things are starting to ( Read more... )

Christmas is always a busy time of the year. funny...my lip's cut and there's blood on my hand..

i miss you.

i dunno...somehow after a lotta exchanged words, being torn down and all...i was put back together again, and somehow i feel like i've been put together a stronger person....like someone's used superglue on me this time instead of putting me back together with the same old uhu glue stick crap that i've always been used to...i feel like i'm a ( Read more... )

Take second chances ( Read more... )

ok....someone help me? i'm apparently not being my old self and i have no clue what i'm doing idfferently and it's driving me crazy cuz i dont know what it is....and all i want to do is find out what i was doing different but i cant be told and i hafta figure it out myself...and it's just too hard for me to figure out cuz i dont study myself and i ( Read more... )

mewithoutYou lyric excerpts...is that how you spell that? dont take me as some depresso...i'm just typin most of these out cuz i love the lyrics and cuz they're cool

( bullet to binary )

bright lights shining on me. Finger Eleven blasting in my ears through my bass amp. window open. the sound of crickets chirping when the music stops. pitch black outside except for a few lights. cold feet. the taste of Milo in my mouth. the feeling of cold fingers hitting warm plastic keys. pain from a headache. the feel of heavy breathing ( Read more... )

short note....sorry guys for possibly scaring you all! just to let eveyrone know, i'm doing great and life's beengoing really good this past week! yeah it didnt start out as well as i wanted it to but things started to settle down and things're awesome again ( Read more... )

rumours suck. dont spread rumours, they're bad.

it's been said that i'm a very fragile person. i'd like to agree with that.

*maybe the one who screams the most screams about himself...naked inside...naked inside...naked inside...*

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taking back sunday:"why cant i feel anything ( Read more... )