so...we are probably moving to albany, georgia. it will be definate this week i guess. i'm getting excited about the move. i know that it means the start of a life that i'm already thrown into. stephen and i are going to get counseling there. we are going to have a year to be there together and work things out. we will be far enough away from home ( Read more... )

i feel like my marriage is falling apart most days now. since saturday things have been different. there is nothing i can do to fix this if he won't try. i have two months to fix this before he comes home but he is the one who needs to try. so what am i supposed to do? i just wait all day for him to call to try to talk things out, but he doesn't

he is gone now. it has been 7 hours without him. and i hate it.

I just realized that I don't think I've put anything on here about what is going on. It has been a long and tough few days. I was going to say week but then realized that it hasn't been a week yet. It feels like it has been much longer. I have spent most of my since Friday in Arnold Palmer hospital. Stephen's little sister Cynethia had a massive ( Read more... )

so...he is here...he showed up and surprised me last night. he will be here for 15 days. i can't believe it. i can actually feel him, hold him, and kiss him. he gets to spend time with his boy. hunter already likes him. he went right to him this morning. he kept looking at him like "i know your voice, why do i know your voice?" it is so cute to see ( Read more... )

oh...did i mention that hunter got his first tooth sunday? now a second one is coming in too! he is so big!

 i just watched history being made. i love it. GO OBAMA!

today is my first anniversary. it is kinda a hard day. i have kept busy so far. i just hate that stephen isn't here for it. but we will have a lot of celebrating to make up for when he comes home.

So I started my Mary Kay business. I love it because we have great products that I use and I have so much support, yet still own my own business. How many people can say they are a small business owner at 21? So if you want to buy any Mary Kay, know anyone who wants to, or want to have a party or possibly want to know more about selling Mary Kay ( Read more... )

 omg. i got a call from my husband today...ahh! next month he is getting 15 days of leave! he gets to come home for 15 days! he gets to see his boy! i get to see him in a month! i have a month to lose weight! ahh! but i'm so excited.