[fic] Chapter 6 - Love Complex
Title: Love Complex
Length: 6/??
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: overall NC17
Pairings: YooSu (main), YunJae (side), Minor MinSu
Themes: Romance, smut, Angst and some fluff at times.
Warning: Unbetaed, Yaoi, BoyXBoy, you name it!
Disclaimer: I'm still saving my money., & banner made by aiko103
Summary for this chapter: Junsu doesn't trust Yoochun anymore,
A/N: Due to my illness Because this is a NC17 rated fic, it will mean I have to lock it in 3 days, so it will be friendlocked.
Previous Chapters:
Prologue - The salvation
Chapter 1 - Seduction
Chapter 2 - Find your muse
Chapter 3 - Sexual Education and Cosplay
Chapter 4 - Discovered
Chapter 5 - Morning excercises and betrayal
Chapter 6 - Tell me the truth
The weather was getting worse as the days carried on, Junsu ran through the rain on his way to school, his jacket over his head protecting himself from the heavy rainfall. Yoochun couldn't drive him because it wasn't safe to be seen together, especially now after Changmin knew about their secret relationship.
Junsu was seething with anger, he had been screaming and shouting at Yoochun, but the teacher just refused to tell him the truth. "WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH??"
"There's nothing more than I’ve already told you, Junsu."
"I d-don't believe you."
"You're going to be late if you don't make haste."
"I... I hate you!"
That was the last thing Junsu said to Yoochun before he left for school. Partially soaked, he reached the main entrance where he immediately bumped into the school nurse.
"Good morning, Kim Junsu." The nurse said, smiling warmly at him.
"Ah, good morning Ahjumma." Junsu bowed at him.
"I read your dossier and I think it's time for your next check up today." Jaejoong told the student. "I'd like to see you at my office after lunch today."
Junsu started to feel nervous. "O-okay... I'll be there."
Jaejoong smiled. "Good, then I'll see you after lunch. I promise it won't take long." He patted Junsu's shoulder and walked away, leaving the student behind. Said student scratched the back of his head. Check up?
"Oh shit, I'm going to be late!" Quickly, he made for a mad dash to his classroom.
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"Have you started your extra tutoring on Kim Junsu already?"
"No, I haven't mentioned it yet."
Yunho smirked. "It seems like it's not going to look good for you, Park Yoochun." He folded his hands together and stared at the English teacher. "It's only 12 more days…" Amused, he scribbled something in his agenda.
"Don't worry about that, Jung Yunho-shii, everything will be under control." Yoochun stated. "I'll tell him today and start right away. I don't want Kim Junsu to fail."
"That's not true." Yunho pursed his lips in amusement. "You don't want him to fail because that will mean you failed at teaching, isn't that right?"
Yoochun turned his head away, not looking the headmaster in the eyes any longer. "The students are my first priority." He hissed. "I assure you, Jung Yunho-shii, from now on, none of my students will score lower than the average mark."
"Good, but do you really think you will succeed?" Yunho asked, still grinning. "It will be tough."
"I'm prepared." Yoochun said, determined. "I've been through much more hardship in my life than this."
"We'll see." The grin on the headmaster's face disappeared. "I have high expectations of you, Park Yoochun."
"I won't disappoint you; I'll prove to you that everything I’ve said until now will really happen." Yoochun stated. "I'm not going to fail, nor will the students."
Yunho hummed. "You can go now."
Yoochun bowed and turned around, he knew he looked calm and patient on the outside, but on the inside he was worrying, mostly because Junsu was now mad at him. "I... I hate you!" It hurt to hear that, and to see Junsu run off in the rain. It made him think of the day he saved him from his death; it had been raining just as hard as today. How could he get Junsu back to his senses?
"WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH?"
Truth? What truth? Was there something he was missing? He'd never lie to Junsu. Well, maybe, but only if it was for his own good. But the worse part was, he didn't even know what was going on at all.
Sighing, he slumped with a heavy thud on his office chair, his mind still whirring in suspense. "What’s going on...?” He murmured.
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There was no way he could pay attention to class. He felt awful for screaming at Yoochun earlier, but what else could he do? He just felt that Yoochun was lying to him, that he was not telling him the truth. Who had he been seeing? What did they do? He sighed and rested his head on the table, slowly drifting off to sleep.
"H-Hello?"
.....
"Hello? Y-Yoochun-shii?!"
There was nothing. Only darkness. Where the hell was he? He rolled up into a ball on the ground, tears running down his cheeks while he shivered, the cold breeze enveloping him. "W-where am I?"
"Junsu!"
He lifted his head. That sound... It was his voice! Quickly, he got off the ground and wandered around in the darkness. "YOOCHUN-SHII!" He called out, his voice echoing in the dark. "YOOCHUN-SHII! WHERE ARE YOU?!"
"Junsu?!"
In the distance he could see Yoochun. Finally! "Y-Yoochun-shii!" He sobbed against Yoochun's muscular chest; his hands grabbed the soft fabric of his shirt. "I-I found you..."
"Junsu... I need to tell you something..." Yoochun whispered, grabbing Junsu's shoulders tightly. "Look at me, Su."
"W-what is it?" Junsu stuttered, not understanding what this was all about.
Yoochun sighed. "We can't be together anymore, Junsu."
Junsu's eyes grew wide; his whole body was on the edge of breaking down as he repeated Yoochun's words in his mind. "W-what...? What did you say?"
"I'm sorry Junsu; we can't be together anymore. Not like this."
"I...is there s-someone else?"
It took a while before Yoochun nodded. "Yeah, there is..." Junsu started to cry out loud. "Junsu... Junsu please, don't cry."
"Do you honestly think I can just stop crying? Huh?!" Junsu yelled as he pushed Yoochun away from him, grabbing his own head with his hands; he was going crazy. "You've been lying to me, damn it! How could you!?"
"Junsu... please." He whispered, reaching his arms out to Junsu, to pull him into a hug, but Junsu took a few steps back.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" Junsu screamed. "GO AWAY!"
Yoochun grabbed onto Junsu's wrist tightly. Junsu’s mind screamed of pain and agony, his heart was broken. The teacher continued pulling Junsu closer. "I was going to do this the easy and kind way Junsu... But if you don't want that..." He hissed before he crashed his lips on Junsu's. The boy squirmed, trying to push the teacher away again, but Yoochun held on to him; he was too strong for the boy. Yoochun opened his mouth and sucked on Junsu's tongue, driving Junsu insane. He didn't want to, but at the same time he did.
"W-why... why are you kissing me?"
"I... I don't know..." Yoochun said quietly, as another kiss was shared. "But... we can't be together anymore, do you understand?"
"You... y-you're making it more difficult for me to let go... and I'll never forgive that you cheated on me." Junsu sobbed in the crook of Yoochun's neck. "I'll n-never forgive you!"
"I have to leave you Junsu; otherwise, it'll only hurt you more."
Junsu softly kissed Yoochun's neck, slowly sucking on his skin, leaving red marks behind. "Who is it?"
"It's none of your business."
"Yes it is... I want to know who stole you away from me Yoochun-shii...." Junsu murmured. "So I know who I have to kill."
"That's exactly why I'm not telling you." Yoochun hissed.
"I want to know... because you can't leave me alone... you can't, Yoochun-shii..."
"Junsu..."
"Junsu?!"
"Kim Junsu!"
Junsu almost fell from his chair when the teacher growled in his ear. He apologized to the teacher hastily and tried to breathe slowly. It was just a dream Junsu... Just a dream... He fanned fresh air to his face with his notebook. Try to relax... Damn it. He rose from his chair. "Excuse me, can I use the bathroom?"
The teacher eyed him, nodding slightly. "2 minutes and not a second longer."
"Yes sir." He said, before he took off quickly. He needed to get out of there. He ran to the one who probably could sooth his feelings for a while.
"Changmin-shii! Changmin-shii, open up!" He screamed while he knocked his fists against the closed door repeatedly. "I need to talk to you!"
The door opened with a soft click and Changmin's head popped around the door. "Eh, Junsu-ah?" He opened the door a little further so he could let Junsu in. "What's wrong?"
"I had a dream." Junsu bit on his lip. "Well, I slept during class and... I think it meant something." It was a hard thing to talk about it, but with Changmin, he felt safe because he knew Changmin would never laugh at him for having such a dumb dream.
Changmin nodded as the student talked, he took a seat on his office chair and maintained his gaze on the boy. "Go on."
"It was about... Yoochun-shii. H-he told me he had another... and that he wanted to break up..." Even when Junsu was telling it to someone else, he wanted to cry. "I-I... think it's... a sign or something."
"Why would you think that? It's probably just a dream." Changmin said comfortingly. "I mean, Yoochun isn't dating anyone, he wasn't even dating when you came around." He stated. "And if he'd started dating someone, I'd know, because I know everything."
Junsu stared at the walls, the shelves full of manga and DVD's, and finally to Changmin. "But... what if this time, he keeps it a secret?" He asked curiously. "Even from you?"
Changmin snorted. "Junsu-ah, when I say I know everything, I really mean everything."
"But you can be wrong too!" Junsu said, upset.
"Junsu, Junsu, just calm down." Changmin got up from his chair and tugged him against his chest, patting his back in comfort. "I don't see a reason why Yoochun would lie to you."
"I-I don't know Changmin-shii... I really d-don't know..." Junsu sobbed against Changmin's chest, his hands clutching the cotton of his shirt. He felt safe in his arms.
Changmin softly kissed Junsu's head, "It will be alright Junsu-ah, I'm sure about that... But if he doesn't treat you right, I won't forgive him."
Junsu was startled, by the kiss and his words. "W-why...?"
"Because you're special, Junsu-ah." He whispered. "You're someone who has to be loved; otherwise you’ll fall back into depression again. And if Yoochun doesn't give you that..." He took Junsu's head between his thumb and index finger, rubbing Junsu's soft, alluring lips. "I can be the one to love you."
"C-Changmin-shii..." Junsu gasped, but before he could say anything, the Sex ed. teacher slowly kissed him, his warm, wet tongue digging into his mouth, twirling around his. "I... I c-can't..." He whined, tasting Changmin's saliva. It tasted like curry and orange juice, probably the teacher's breakfast. Junsu, what are you doing?! Junsu thought, feeling panicked. S-stop kissing! Stop kissing goddamnit!
"I know your heart belongs to Yoochun." Changmin said when he broke the kiss. "But... you can always come to me. I'll be waiting for you."
Junsu was speechless; Changmin gave him another hug before he got to the door. "Oh yeah, if you want to eat lunch, you should go."
"B-but..." Junsu sighed, he had already left. What was that exactly?
"If you want to eat lunch you should go."
Suddenly he remembered his appointment with Nurse Kim. Quickly he dashed off to the halls, and bumped into someone he didn't really want to see at the moment.
"Junsu..." Yoochun said softly. "You know you can't run in the halls."
He frowned. "I can do whatever I like you know, since it seems you’re doing the same too..."
Yoochun pulled his eyebrows together. "What are you talking about?"
"Don't act like you don't know a thing, you’d better stop your stupid games." Junsu hissed. "If you'll excuse me, I have an appointment with Jaejoong Ahjumma." He wanted to pass Yoochun, but said teacher grabbed his shoulders and pushed him inside the first open classroom he found. "What are you doing!? Let me go you je- uhmm hmmm." Junsu closed his eyes as soon as he felt Yoochun's tongue in his mouth.
"I don't know what exactly you're talking about, you should explain this when we get back home." Yoochun told Junsu. "And I want a good, fair explanation because I don't understand a thing." He brushed his lips down Junsu's jaw line. "And I have some more news for you; I'll be giving you extra tutor lessons after school. Starting today."
E-extra... tutoring?
Junsu pushed Yoochun away as he tried to kiss him again. "Who said I wanted to be tutored by you? And besides, I'm already late for my appointment!" He tried to get out of Yoochun's grip but it was impossible, Yoochun smirked as he gave up his useless struggle.
"Your appointment can wait; I'll make you forget it for just a while."
"Y-Yoochun-shii... I-I really have to go."
"Do you want me to give you extra homework? Get those off."
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FINALLY CHAPTER 6 *cheers&celebrates* again ... it took me a long time to post, it has been so hectic the past couple of days. But yeah,, now you finally have your chapter ;D!
Uh-oh... I can sense upcoming smut! Can you sense it? Can you?! *hyper*
Length: 6/??
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: overall NC17
Pairings: YooSu (main), YunJae (side), Minor MinSu
Themes: Romance, smut, Angst and some fluff at times.
Warning: Unbetaed, Yaoi, BoyXBoy, you name it!
Disclaimer: I'm still saving my money., & banner made by aiko103
Summary for this chapter: Junsu doesn't trust Yoochun anymore,
A/N: Due to my illness Because this is a NC17 rated fic, it will mean I have to lock it in 3 days, so it will be friendlocked.
Previous Chapters:
Prologue - The salvation
Chapter 1 - Seduction
Chapter 2 - Find your muse
Chapter 3 - Sexual Education and Cosplay
Chapter 4 - Discovered
Chapter 5 - Morning excercises and betrayal
Chapter 6 - Tell me the truth
The weather was getting worse as the days carried on, Junsu ran through the rain on his way to school, his jacket over his head protecting himself from the heavy rainfall. Yoochun couldn't drive him because it wasn't safe to be seen together, especially now after Changmin knew about their secret relationship.
Junsu was seething with anger, he had been screaming and shouting at Yoochun, but the teacher just refused to tell him the truth. "WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH??"
"There's nothing more than I’ve already told you, Junsu."
"I d-don't believe you."
"You're going to be late if you don't make haste."
"I... I hate you!"
That was the last thing Junsu said to Yoochun before he left for school. Partially soaked, he reached the main entrance where he immediately bumped into the school nurse.
"Good morning, Kim Junsu." The nurse said, smiling warmly at him.
"Ah, good morning Ahjumma." Junsu bowed at him.
"I read your dossier and I think it's time for your next check up today." Jaejoong told the student. "I'd like to see you at my office after lunch today."
Junsu started to feel nervous. "O-okay... I'll be there."
Jaejoong smiled. "Good, then I'll see you after lunch. I promise it won't take long." He patted Junsu's shoulder and walked away, leaving the student behind. Said student scratched the back of his head. Check up?
"Oh shit, I'm going to be late!" Quickly, he made for a mad dash to his classroom.
---
"Have you started your extra tutoring on Kim Junsu already?"
"No, I haven't mentioned it yet."
Yunho smirked. "It seems like it's not going to look good for you, Park Yoochun." He folded his hands together and stared at the English teacher. "It's only 12 more days…" Amused, he scribbled something in his agenda.
"Don't worry about that, Jung Yunho-shii, everything will be under control." Yoochun stated. "I'll tell him today and start right away. I don't want Kim Junsu to fail."
"That's not true." Yunho pursed his lips in amusement. "You don't want him to fail because that will mean you failed at teaching, isn't that right?"
Yoochun turned his head away, not looking the headmaster in the eyes any longer. "The students are my first priority." He hissed. "I assure you, Jung Yunho-shii, from now on, none of my students will score lower than the average mark."
"Good, but do you really think you will succeed?" Yunho asked, still grinning. "It will be tough."
"I'm prepared." Yoochun said, determined. "I've been through much more hardship in my life than this."
"We'll see." The grin on the headmaster's face disappeared. "I have high expectations of you, Park Yoochun."
"I won't disappoint you; I'll prove to you that everything I’ve said until now will really happen." Yoochun stated. "I'm not going to fail, nor will the students."
Yunho hummed. "You can go now."
Yoochun bowed and turned around, he knew he looked calm and patient on the outside, but on the inside he was worrying, mostly because Junsu was now mad at him. "I... I hate you!" It hurt to hear that, and to see Junsu run off in the rain. It made him think of the day he saved him from his death; it had been raining just as hard as today. How could he get Junsu back to his senses?
"WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH?"
Truth? What truth? Was there something he was missing? He'd never lie to Junsu. Well, maybe, but only if it was for his own good. But the worse part was, he didn't even know what was going on at all.
Sighing, he slumped with a heavy thud on his office chair, his mind still whirring in suspense. "What’s going on...?” He murmured.
---
There was no way he could pay attention to class. He felt awful for screaming at Yoochun earlier, but what else could he do? He just felt that Yoochun was lying to him, that he was not telling him the truth. Who had he been seeing? What did they do? He sighed and rested his head on the table, slowly drifting off to sleep.
"H-Hello?"
.....
"Hello? Y-Yoochun-shii?!"
There was nothing. Only darkness. Where the hell was he? He rolled up into a ball on the ground, tears running down his cheeks while he shivered, the cold breeze enveloping him. "W-where am I?"
"Junsu!"
He lifted his head. That sound... It was his voice! Quickly, he got off the ground and wandered around in the darkness. "YOOCHUN-SHII!" He called out, his voice echoing in the dark. "YOOCHUN-SHII! WHERE ARE YOU?!"
"Junsu?!"
In the distance he could see Yoochun. Finally! "Y-Yoochun-shii!" He sobbed against Yoochun's muscular chest; his hands grabbed the soft fabric of his shirt. "I-I found you..."
"Junsu... I need to tell you something..." Yoochun whispered, grabbing Junsu's shoulders tightly. "Look at me, Su."
"W-what is it?" Junsu stuttered, not understanding what this was all about.
Yoochun sighed. "We can't be together anymore, Junsu."
Junsu's eyes grew wide; his whole body was on the edge of breaking down as he repeated Yoochun's words in his mind. "W-what...? What did you say?"
"I'm sorry Junsu; we can't be together anymore. Not like this."
"I...is there s-someone else?"
It took a while before Yoochun nodded. "Yeah, there is..." Junsu started to cry out loud. "Junsu... Junsu please, don't cry."
"Do you honestly think I can just stop crying? Huh?!" Junsu yelled as he pushed Yoochun away from him, grabbing his own head with his hands; he was going crazy. "You've been lying to me, damn it! How could you!?"
"Junsu... please." He whispered, reaching his arms out to Junsu, to pull him into a hug, but Junsu took a few steps back.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" Junsu screamed. "GO AWAY!"
Yoochun grabbed onto Junsu's wrist tightly. Junsu’s mind screamed of pain and agony, his heart was broken. The teacher continued pulling Junsu closer. "I was going to do this the easy and kind way Junsu... But if you don't want that..." He hissed before he crashed his lips on Junsu's. The boy squirmed, trying to push the teacher away again, but Yoochun held on to him; he was too strong for the boy. Yoochun opened his mouth and sucked on Junsu's tongue, driving Junsu insane. He didn't want to, but at the same time he did.
"W-why... why are you kissing me?"
"I... I don't know..." Yoochun said quietly, as another kiss was shared. "But... we can't be together anymore, do you understand?"
"You... y-you're making it more difficult for me to let go... and I'll never forgive that you cheated on me." Junsu sobbed in the crook of Yoochun's neck. "I'll n-never forgive you!"
"I have to leave you Junsu; otherwise, it'll only hurt you more."
Junsu softly kissed Yoochun's neck, slowly sucking on his skin, leaving red marks behind. "Who is it?"
"It's none of your business."
"Yes it is... I want to know who stole you away from me Yoochun-shii...." Junsu murmured. "So I know who I have to kill."
"That's exactly why I'm not telling you." Yoochun hissed.
"I want to know... because you can't leave me alone... you can't, Yoochun-shii..."
"Junsu..."
"Junsu?!"
"Kim Junsu!"
Junsu almost fell from his chair when the teacher growled in his ear. He apologized to the teacher hastily and tried to breathe slowly. It was just a dream Junsu... Just a dream... He fanned fresh air to his face with his notebook. Try to relax... Damn it. He rose from his chair. "Excuse me, can I use the bathroom?"
The teacher eyed him, nodding slightly. "2 minutes and not a second longer."
"Yes sir." He said, before he took off quickly. He needed to get out of there. He ran to the one who probably could sooth his feelings for a while.
"Changmin-shii! Changmin-shii, open up!" He screamed while he knocked his fists against the closed door repeatedly. "I need to talk to you!"
The door opened with a soft click and Changmin's head popped around the door. "Eh, Junsu-ah?" He opened the door a little further so he could let Junsu in. "What's wrong?"
"I had a dream." Junsu bit on his lip. "Well, I slept during class and... I think it meant something." It was a hard thing to talk about it, but with Changmin, he felt safe because he knew Changmin would never laugh at him for having such a dumb dream.
Changmin nodded as the student talked, he took a seat on his office chair and maintained his gaze on the boy. "Go on."
"It was about... Yoochun-shii. H-he told me he had another... and that he wanted to break up..." Even when Junsu was telling it to someone else, he wanted to cry. "I-I... think it's... a sign or something."
"Why would you think that? It's probably just a dream." Changmin said comfortingly. "I mean, Yoochun isn't dating anyone, he wasn't even dating when you came around." He stated. "And if he'd started dating someone, I'd know, because I know everything."
Junsu stared at the walls, the shelves full of manga and DVD's, and finally to Changmin. "But... what if this time, he keeps it a secret?" He asked curiously. "Even from you?"
Changmin snorted. "Junsu-ah, when I say I know everything, I really mean everything."
"But you can be wrong too!" Junsu said, upset.
"Junsu, Junsu, just calm down." Changmin got up from his chair and tugged him against his chest, patting his back in comfort. "I don't see a reason why Yoochun would lie to you."
"I-I don't know Changmin-shii... I really d-don't know..." Junsu sobbed against Changmin's chest, his hands clutching the cotton of his shirt. He felt safe in his arms.
Changmin softly kissed Junsu's head, "It will be alright Junsu-ah, I'm sure about that... But if he doesn't treat you right, I won't forgive him."
Junsu was startled, by the kiss and his words. "W-why...?"
"Because you're special, Junsu-ah." He whispered. "You're someone who has to be loved; otherwise you’ll fall back into depression again. And if Yoochun doesn't give you that..." He took Junsu's head between his thumb and index finger, rubbing Junsu's soft, alluring lips. "I can be the one to love you."
"C-Changmin-shii..." Junsu gasped, but before he could say anything, the Sex ed. teacher slowly kissed him, his warm, wet tongue digging into his mouth, twirling around his. "I... I c-can't..." He whined, tasting Changmin's saliva. It tasted like curry and orange juice, probably the teacher's breakfast. Junsu, what are you doing?! Junsu thought, feeling panicked. S-stop kissing! Stop kissing goddamnit!
"I know your heart belongs to Yoochun." Changmin said when he broke the kiss. "But... you can always come to me. I'll be waiting for you."
Junsu was speechless; Changmin gave him another hug before he got to the door. "Oh yeah, if you want to eat lunch, you should go."
"B-but..." Junsu sighed, he had already left. What was that exactly?
"If you want to eat lunch you should go."
Suddenly he remembered his appointment with Nurse Kim. Quickly he dashed off to the halls, and bumped into someone he didn't really want to see at the moment.
"Junsu..." Yoochun said softly. "You know you can't run in the halls."
He frowned. "I can do whatever I like you know, since it seems you’re doing the same too..."
Yoochun pulled his eyebrows together. "What are you talking about?"
"Don't act like you don't know a thing, you’d better stop your stupid games." Junsu hissed. "If you'll excuse me, I have an appointment with Jaejoong Ahjumma." He wanted to pass Yoochun, but said teacher grabbed his shoulders and pushed him inside the first open classroom he found. "What are you doing!? Let me go you je- uhmm hmmm." Junsu closed his eyes as soon as he felt Yoochun's tongue in his mouth.
"I don't know what exactly you're talking about, you should explain this when we get back home." Yoochun told Junsu. "And I want a good, fair explanation because I don't understand a thing." He brushed his lips down Junsu's jaw line. "And I have some more news for you; I'll be giving you extra tutor lessons after school. Starting today."
E-extra... tutoring?
Junsu pushed Yoochun away as he tried to kiss him again. "Who said I wanted to be tutored by you? And besides, I'm already late for my appointment!" He tried to get out of Yoochun's grip but it was impossible, Yoochun smirked as he gave up his useless struggle.
"Your appointment can wait; I'll make you forget it for just a while."
"Y-Yoochun-shii... I-I really have to go."
"Do you want me to give you extra homework? Get those off."
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FINALLY CHAPTER 6 *cheers&celebrates* again ... it took me a long time to post, it has been so hectic the past couple of days. But yeah,, now you finally have your chapter ;D!
Uh-oh... I can sense upcoming smut! Can you sense it? Can you?! *hyper*