[fic] Chapter 9b - Picture of you
Title: Picture of you
Length: 9b/??
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG15
Pairings: YooSu (main), JaeMin (partial)
Themes: Fluff, Romance, humor , Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: If I had enough money and power, I'd own them T___T.
Summary: Memory loss could mean the end of their relationship.
A/N: Waah Took me such a long time to update ._______. I'm so sorry guys! Told in Junsu's POV.
Chapter 9b
There was a really dead atmosphere, the silence was killing me and I wasn't able to look my mother in the eyes, I could hear her breathe, fast and heavy.
Yoochun's hand remained on my thigh, he softly squeezed it, I could feel my mom's eyes glaring right at it. My father sat next to her, taking a zip from his coffee. He didn't say antyhing, just like my mother.
Then, Yoochun started talking, confidently. "Mrs Kim, the reason why we're here is Junsu wanted to see his family so badly. " He spoke calmly, his eyes locked with my mother's. "This may be shocking for all of you but, Junsu has been in an accident."
I could see my mother's eyes growing wider, Junho's yaw dropped and my father almost choked on his coffee, all shocked on their own ways.
"Because of that accident Junsu's mind erased the last 4 years from his memories, he didn't recognize me at first, "Yoochun continued. "I was scared I'd lose him, it has been a tough time for us both but, what I want to tell you M'am, although Junsu's memory got blanked out he fell for me again, doesn't that mean we are made for eachother? Mrs Kim, your son struggled a lot the past few days... "
My mother's lips contracted to a harsch, narrow line, her eyes still straight staring at Yoochun, like she was trying to kill him with her glare, I thought it would me a good moment for me to speak. "Mom..." She immediatelty looked up when she heard my voice. "Mom it's true what he says, ... Although I couldn't believe it at first... I fell for him again Mom, don't you see?"
She looked trapped, attacked by the both of us.
"Mom, Yoochun has been taking good csre of me, and I know... before the accident he did too, I asked Yunho about it, and my other friends, they all comfirmed." I kept trying to make her talk, I wanted to know what she was thinking, I wasn't used to silences when I'd talk to my mother, it was strange...
My father laid his hands on my mother's shoulder, "I think you should at least say something to your son Honey, it's really brave for him to come to us without calling." He said urging her, he squeezed her shoulder lightly, to comfort her maybe?
"Mom.. ? Don't you have anything to say?" I tried again. I felt Yoochun's eyes staring at me, but for now I ignored him, I just wanted my mom to speak up, no matter what she'd say, or shout, or yell. She was making me so damn nervous, I just wanted an answer from her side.
"Junsu.." Yoochun said cautious, I just frowned at him.
"Please say something mom!" I started raising my voice a little, like I used to do when I was a teenager, with hard volume and a whining undertone. I hoped it would crack the shell she created around her, I don't wanted her to remain silent.
But still no respond, and it was driving me crazy.
"Maybe we should better go Junsu, before it gets out of hand." Yoochun insised.
"I'm not going before I fixed this problem Chunnie, please!"
Then, my mother lifted her head, staring right at us, with a piercing, yet .. somehow dense flickering in her eyes. "How did you call him?"
I was stunned, "C-Chunnie..." I blushed as I repeated Yoochun's nickname to her, "I.. I always call him like that..."
My mother nodded slowly, like she was repeating my answer in her head. "I see."
I bit on my lip, that was it? Wasn't there more, why didn't she scold me? Why didn't she say a goddamn thing to us.
Maybe she acted like we didn't exist to her..
"Honey,.. Please answer our son's question." My father said as cautious as Yoochun spoke before.
I was close to shed tears, "Mom... if you don't say anything now, I won't come back anymore... I won't ever come to see you and settle this fight again..."
"Junsu..."
"Honey.."
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"NO I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!"
"Su.. Junsu!"
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I was making a whole drama out of it again, we got back to Yunho's house, mother wasn't going to speak to me.. so I just stood up, yelled at her and then left without saying any other word, I just wanted to go, go back to the appartment, run to the bedroom and hide underneath the sheets of the cracking bed. Ofcourse Yoochun followed me, ofcourse he grabbed my arm and pulled me back to comfort me, to say it would be alright, but on that moment even his words didn't make any sense to me.
I just wanted to be alone, so I could think this all over.
I carried out my plan, immediately when I got back and Yunho opened the door I ran to the bedroom, still in tears, when I finally touched the soft sheets, feeling the softness on my face, I shouted all my agression out against the fabric, Yoochun followed me, he tried to calm me down, but then just sat next to me on the bed, silent.
It felt like ages when I realised I had stopped crying, I only sobbed a little when I rubbed my eyes, I turned my head, Yoochun was still there, but he was asleep. "Have I been crying at long..." I whispered to myself, I examined his face, his brown locks spreaded on his forehead, I brushed them away and pressed my lips against the soft, warm skin. Yoochun's eyes contracted with the touch, but he just went on sleeping, he must have been tired of the ride here.
Why was he so handsome?
I blushed when I slowly moved onto his body, my heart beated rapidly when I wrapped my legs around his, I brushed my lips from his cheek, to his chin, to his neck, leaving tiny pecks on his skin. "Thank you... Yoochun." I whispered in the crook of his neck, smiling I cupped his cheeks with my hands, the handsome face.. It was so hard when his cherry red lips were so alluring. I kissed them, and it felt good... Familiar.
Yoochun groaned softly when he opened his eyes, when he saw me he smiled, "Are you feeling better?"
I nodded slowly, "Just a bit tired.." I kissed the cornor of his mouth, just for a second.
"What were you doing Su?" He asked, a grin on his face, I chuckled at his expression.
"I just.. Like to watch you.."
"You do?"
"Uhuh.."
"Well... I like to watch you to Junsu."
I closed my eyes as he pulled me down for a warm, passionate kiss, this was how it had to be, a happy life with someone you love, hold dear... no matter what other people say.
I couldn't tell if the problem with my mother would be settled ... maybe it would never be settled, but it wasn't a reason to stop loving Yoochun, or leave him.
I'd never leave him.
Never.
End.
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It's short, but I promise, next chapter will be LOOOOOOOONG! Especially for you guys<3
Length: 9b/??
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG15
Pairings: YooSu (main), JaeMin (partial)
Themes: Fluff, Romance, humor , Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: If I had enough money and power, I'd own them T___T.
Summary: Memory loss could mean the end of their relationship.
A/N: Waah Took me such a long time to update ._______. I'm so sorry guys! Told in Junsu's POV.
Chapter 9b
There was a really dead atmosphere, the silence was killing me and I wasn't able to look my mother in the eyes, I could hear her breathe, fast and heavy.
Yoochun's hand remained on my thigh, he softly squeezed it, I could feel my mom's eyes glaring right at it. My father sat next to her, taking a zip from his coffee. He didn't say antyhing, just like my mother.
Then, Yoochun started talking, confidently. "Mrs Kim, the reason why we're here is Junsu wanted to see his family so badly. " He spoke calmly, his eyes locked with my mother's. "This may be shocking for all of you but, Junsu has been in an accident."
I could see my mother's eyes growing wider, Junho's yaw dropped and my father almost choked on his coffee, all shocked on their own ways.
"Because of that accident Junsu's mind erased the last 4 years from his memories, he didn't recognize me at first, "Yoochun continued. "I was scared I'd lose him, it has been a tough time for us both but, what I want to tell you M'am, although Junsu's memory got blanked out he fell for me again, doesn't that mean we are made for eachother? Mrs Kim, your son struggled a lot the past few days... "
My mother's lips contracted to a harsch, narrow line, her eyes still straight staring at Yoochun, like she was trying to kill him with her glare, I thought it would me a good moment for me to speak. "Mom..." She immediatelty looked up when she heard my voice. "Mom it's true what he says, ... Although I couldn't believe it at first... I fell for him again Mom, don't you see?"
She looked trapped, attacked by the both of us.
"Mom, Yoochun has been taking good csre of me, and I know... before the accident he did too, I asked Yunho about it, and my other friends, they all comfirmed." I kept trying to make her talk, I wanted to know what she was thinking, I wasn't used to silences when I'd talk to my mother, it was strange...
My father laid his hands on my mother's shoulder, "I think you should at least say something to your son Honey, it's really brave for him to come to us without calling." He said urging her, he squeezed her shoulder lightly, to comfort her maybe?
"Mom.. ? Don't you have anything to say?" I tried again. I felt Yoochun's eyes staring at me, but for now I ignored him, I just wanted my mom to speak up, no matter what she'd say, or shout, or yell. She was making me so damn nervous, I just wanted an answer from her side.
"Junsu.." Yoochun said cautious, I just frowned at him.
"Please say something mom!" I started raising my voice a little, like I used to do when I was a teenager, with hard volume and a whining undertone. I hoped it would crack the shell she created around her, I don't wanted her to remain silent.
But still no respond, and it was driving me crazy.
"Maybe we should better go Junsu, before it gets out of hand." Yoochun insised.
"I'm not going before I fixed this problem Chunnie, please!"
Then, my mother lifted her head, staring right at us, with a piercing, yet .. somehow dense flickering in her eyes. "How did you call him?"
I was stunned, "C-Chunnie..." I blushed as I repeated Yoochun's nickname to her, "I.. I always call him like that..."
My mother nodded slowly, like she was repeating my answer in her head. "I see."
I bit on my lip, that was it? Wasn't there more, why didn't she scold me? Why didn't she say a goddamn thing to us.
Maybe she acted like we didn't exist to her..
"Honey,.. Please answer our son's question." My father said as cautious as Yoochun spoke before.
I was close to shed tears, "Mom... if you don't say anything now, I won't come back anymore... I won't ever come to see you and settle this fight again..."
"Junsu..."
"Honey.."
---
"NO I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!"
"Su.. Junsu!"
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I was making a whole drama out of it again, we got back to Yunho's house, mother wasn't going to speak to me.. so I just stood up, yelled at her and then left without saying any other word, I just wanted to go, go back to the appartment, run to the bedroom and hide underneath the sheets of the cracking bed. Ofcourse Yoochun followed me, ofcourse he grabbed my arm and pulled me back to comfort me, to say it would be alright, but on that moment even his words didn't make any sense to me.
I just wanted to be alone, so I could think this all over.
I carried out my plan, immediately when I got back and Yunho opened the door I ran to the bedroom, still in tears, when I finally touched the soft sheets, feeling the softness on my face, I shouted all my agression out against the fabric, Yoochun followed me, he tried to calm me down, but then just sat next to me on the bed, silent.
It felt like ages when I realised I had stopped crying, I only sobbed a little when I rubbed my eyes, I turned my head, Yoochun was still there, but he was asleep. "Have I been crying at long..." I whispered to myself, I examined his face, his brown locks spreaded on his forehead, I brushed them away and pressed my lips against the soft, warm skin. Yoochun's eyes contracted with the touch, but he just went on sleeping, he must have been tired of the ride here.
Why was he so handsome?
I blushed when I slowly moved onto his body, my heart beated rapidly when I wrapped my legs around his, I brushed my lips from his cheek, to his chin, to his neck, leaving tiny pecks on his skin. "Thank you... Yoochun." I whispered in the crook of his neck, smiling I cupped his cheeks with my hands, the handsome face.. It was so hard when his cherry red lips were so alluring. I kissed them, and it felt good... Familiar.
Yoochun groaned softly when he opened his eyes, when he saw me he smiled, "Are you feeling better?"
I nodded slowly, "Just a bit tired.." I kissed the cornor of his mouth, just for a second.
"What were you doing Su?" He asked, a grin on his face, I chuckled at his expression.
"I just.. Like to watch you.."
"You do?"
"Uhuh.."
"Well... I like to watch you to Junsu."
I closed my eyes as he pulled me down for a warm, passionate kiss, this was how it had to be, a happy life with someone you love, hold dear... no matter what other people say.
I couldn't tell if the problem with my mother would be settled ... maybe it would never be settled, but it wasn't a reason to stop loving Yoochun, or leave him.
I'd never leave him.
Never.
End.
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It's short, but I promise, next chapter will be LOOOOOOOONG! Especially for you guys<3