[fic] Chapter 8 - Picture of you
Title: Picture of you
Length: 8/??
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG15
Pairings: YooSu (main), JaeMin (partial)
Themes: Fluff, Romance, humor , Angst, Drama
Warning: Something's coming *o*
Disclaimer: If I had enough money and power, I'd own them T___T.
Summary: Memory loss could mean the end of their relationship.
A/N: Told in Junsu's POV.
Chapter 8
The next morning I woke up next to Yoochun, not like we did... things, but because I said I wanted to lie next to him, just to be close. Although it was kinda awkward at first I had a good night rest.
Last night Yoochun told me a lot, about the past 4 years, how we had suffored to break free from my mother, and how much pain and sorrow Yoochun had felt when I was in the hospital, since they thought at first I had no chance of surviving, Yoochun was afraid to lose me. I knew he was holding back his tears, and he tried really hard, but at some points, I could just see the tears in the cornors of his eyes... I cried too, just because I was sorry.. Sorry of the things I said to him while he was having a hard time..
But he promised everything would be alright from now on, although I still found it rather strange.
I wanted to be who I was before the accident..
But Yoochun had said, "The old Junsu doesn't exist anymore, so don't try to act different, I fell for the same Junsu I have fallen for 4 years ago."
I hid my face in Yoochun's chest, smelling his scent, I shivered, then pulled his arms around me so I'd warm up against his body. He was like a big stuffed teddy bear, soft, warm. I pressed my lips against his collarbone, the only bare skin the V-neck revealed. A small kiss. I really felt thankful, because all this time he had been there to hold me, but I didn't realised it... Now I wanted Yoochun to feel happy again.
Last night I caught myself a couple of times, staring at his lips... It was a really weird feeling I would have ignored. But somehow I got attached to Yoochun. Likely because of the memories of him were slowly coming back to me every night and I started to realise how much I needed him.
We laid there, untill Yoochun started to wake up, "Hmm..." He groaned when he stretched his arms, then his eyes wandered of to me, a smile appeared on his face.
"Good morning Yoochun." I said as sweet as I could, "Did you sleep well?"
"Better than ever." He said, kissing my forehead. "This is the first time in a while I woke up next to you without feeling akward."
I knew he was going to say something like that, because I felt exactly the same. "I'm happy to hear that." I said smiling, cuddling up to him again. I could feel he slowly moved his arms around my waist, stroking my back softly.
"And I'm happy you're here with me."
I chuckled nervously.
"Do you feel awkward Junsu?"
"Hmm.. A little."
"I'm sorry.."
I lifted my head, "Don't apologize to me.. There's no need to."
Yoochun smiled, his fingers stroke some of my brown locks away from my eyes, "If it feels weird just tell me okay, I don't want to scare you."
"It's okay, really...." I wasn't really sure of my answer myself, probably because it was all still new to me, my heart beated rapidly, why would I be scared...
Unless...
Unless he was up to something.
---
Spring had finally come, when I opened the huge glass doors that leaded to the backyard, as huge as the house itself I felt the soft spring breeze blowing around me. And I swore I could smell ivies. It was the first time I never set foot in the garden, since it had been really cold recently and Yoochun had told me not to go out, I guessed he was just worried I'd get a cold or something. It would be the first time I finally got out of the house.
I really enjoyed the weather. The sun was shining, a few cotton-like clouds drifted on the wind, the breeze seemed to embrace me with it's warmth, it really felt good. But then I noticed it wasn't the wind.
It was him.
I smiled, "You see that, the sun's finally back."
"Just like you're back to me." He whispered, his lips got on my cheek as he kissed me. A sweet, light kiss that warmed me up like the rays of the sun.
"I'm really glad you're not longer depressed anymore Yoochun." I said grateful, "I really, honestly worried about you a lot.."
He chuckled, but didn't say anything, he just seemed to enjoy my presence and the warm weather. It was again, like always, a tight hug where I couldn't break out of.
But I didn't even think of that. It felt really good.
Better than I thought.
The rest of the morning we spended together, sitting on the soft grass, between the ivies, enjoying the sun shining down on us. My head rested on Yoochun's chest, his breathing made my head go up and down frequently, then, a question popped up in my mind.
"Yoochun?"
"Hmm?"
I doubted.. Was it really something I wanted to bring up now, now Yoochun was happy and all. I really wanted to know though.. "My.. My mother, do I , still speak to her?"
A silence followed, a silence I expected to come, I could feel his breath stop for a second, but afterall he started to talk. "... No, since we've moved here we didn't have any kind of contact with her."
"Do you know why I wanted that?"
"Why? I think that's quite obvious, isn't it?"
"Well..."
He sighed, slowly sat up right, his deep, brown eyes stared at me. "You and your mother never really had a great relationship, you know that right?"
I nodded carefully, "T-that's true.."
"The thing you always told me was.. if you'd move out of your parents house you'd avoid any type of contact, you only call your brother once a month." Yoochun told, it made me feel bad, that had to mean., my mother and I seriously couldn't stand eachother anymore. I know it would be true, because in my past I always had fights with her... and I once said to Yunho before, that I'd want to leave home immidiately after I passed my exames.
"Oh.. so it's really like that..."
Yoochun nodded, wrapping his arms around me again. "But... you also said, you'd make it up to her later, when she'd understand what we're like, so she could see how much we mean to eachother.."
"You think that's possible Yoochun?" I asked, my voice trembled, no.. I don't wanted to start crying now..
"Everything's possible when you really want it, if you hope for it."
I closed my eyes and smiled against his chest. I really hoped, once I could speak to my mother, and could tell her what happened to me the last couple of days, that, even when I lost the 4 years I loved Yoochun, I once again somehow fell for the guy, wouldn't that mean...
I truly loved him?
"Junsu.. Do you want to visit your parents?"
I lifted my head, my eyes grew big when I looked at him. "Are you serious?"
"If you dare to take the challenge with your mother... I'd go with you."
---
After hours of driving we finally reached the city of Gyeonggi, my birthplace... It looked just yesterday I had been running around this streets together with Yunho, playing football or just playing pranks on the neighbours. The memories made me laugh and Yoochun seemed to noticed me smiling, he moved his hand from the steeringwheel to squeeze my thigh lightly, it made me blush.
Nothing had changed, the houses were the same, the shops were the same, there were still as many people walking around the village like they used to.
Some minutes later we got to Yunho's house, a nice, cozy home, just like Yunho's bubbly personality, it felt like home. He was really glad to see us, he smiled brightly when he saw Yoochun and I were holding hands, he quickly swaped expressions, Yoochun nodded at him.
"Come in, come in, I know it's not as big as your house Yoochun, but here's your room." He said when he leaded them to a room, a spare bedroom with a small double bed. When I saw the bed I just knew it was the purpose we had to sleep together. "Just act like you're home."
"Thanks Yunho, we really appreciate this." Yoochun said when he reached his hands out to Yunho, who accepted the firm hand with a smile.
"No problem at all, if you'll excuse me for a second, I'll be gone for a while, " He winked at us. "Grocery shopping."
"Shall I go with you Yunnie?" I asked him, trying to be helpfull, but he rejected, saying we had to rest from our long road trip. I frowned untill Yunho left with his bike, waving back at me untill he was around the cornor, I sighed and got back to the bedroom where Yoochun was searching through his luggage. "I'd have loved it to go grocery shopping with him,..."
"I'm sure next time he'll let you join him." Yoochun answered.
I thudded down on the bed, the bed made a weird creaking noise, I laughed. "This bed will be killed by tomorrow Yoochun, you think it will hold us?"
"Hmmm, we'll see." He chuckled when he got on his feet, he stared at me. "You know Junsu, you really look cute today."
I pouted, "Why now? Why not earlier?" Even now I still tried to tease him, but I just knew it wouldn't last long before he'd throw another killing comment to me.
"Because I was focussing on the road so we wouldn't get into another accident."
You see? Pouting I landed on the bed, sighing loudly. "You really are a tease Yoochun."
"Hmm, it's my hobby, didn't you know?" His smirk made me shiver, it really did somehow, that idiot.
"Ha-ha-ha." I spitted back.
"Hey, are you mad at me now?"
"No... You just annoy me..."
He chuckled, then suddenly laid on top of me, my head colored red immidiately, I couldn't get away... I was stuck between the bed and his body...
Was this one of those moments to get scared?
End.
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Ohyeah 8D, I have to say I really love this chapter<3
AND OMG GUYS, I LOOOOOOOOOOVE SURVIVOR.
It gave me a MAJOR zenboost for a new fic!~ So I'm going to work out the prologue now 8D.
The fic is slowly comming to it's end, I hope you all enjoyed it untill now ^___^ and all of you, thanks for allt he support & lovely comments!
Length: 8/??
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG15
Pairings: YooSu (main), JaeMin (partial)
Themes: Fluff, Romance, humor , Angst, Drama
Warning: Something's coming *o*
Disclaimer: If I had enough money and power, I'd own them T___T.
Summary: Memory loss could mean the end of their relationship.
A/N: Told in Junsu's POV.
Chapter 8
The next morning I woke up next to Yoochun, not like we did... things, but because I said I wanted to lie next to him, just to be close. Although it was kinda awkward at first I had a good night rest.
Last night Yoochun told me a lot, about the past 4 years, how we had suffored to break free from my mother, and how much pain and sorrow Yoochun had felt when I was in the hospital, since they thought at first I had no chance of surviving, Yoochun was afraid to lose me. I knew he was holding back his tears, and he tried really hard, but at some points, I could just see the tears in the cornors of his eyes... I cried too, just because I was sorry.. Sorry of the things I said to him while he was having a hard time..
But he promised everything would be alright from now on, although I still found it rather strange.
I wanted to be who I was before the accident..
But Yoochun had said, "The old Junsu doesn't exist anymore, so don't try to act different, I fell for the same Junsu I have fallen for 4 years ago."
I hid my face in Yoochun's chest, smelling his scent, I shivered, then pulled his arms around me so I'd warm up against his body. He was like a big stuffed teddy bear, soft, warm. I pressed my lips against his collarbone, the only bare skin the V-neck revealed. A small kiss. I really felt thankful, because all this time he had been there to hold me, but I didn't realised it... Now I wanted Yoochun to feel happy again.
Last night I caught myself a couple of times, staring at his lips... It was a really weird feeling I would have ignored. But somehow I got attached to Yoochun. Likely because of the memories of him were slowly coming back to me every night and I started to realise how much I needed him.
We laid there, untill Yoochun started to wake up, "Hmm..." He groaned when he stretched his arms, then his eyes wandered of to me, a smile appeared on his face.
"Good morning Yoochun." I said as sweet as I could, "Did you sleep well?"
"Better than ever." He said, kissing my forehead. "This is the first time in a while I woke up next to you without feeling akward."
I knew he was going to say something like that, because I felt exactly the same. "I'm happy to hear that." I said smiling, cuddling up to him again. I could feel he slowly moved his arms around my waist, stroking my back softly.
"And I'm happy you're here with me."
I chuckled nervously.
"Do you feel awkward Junsu?"
"Hmm.. A little."
"I'm sorry.."
I lifted my head, "Don't apologize to me.. There's no need to."
Yoochun smiled, his fingers stroke some of my brown locks away from my eyes, "If it feels weird just tell me okay, I don't want to scare you."
"It's okay, really...." I wasn't really sure of my answer myself, probably because it was all still new to me, my heart beated rapidly, why would I be scared...
Unless...
Unless he was up to something.
---
Spring had finally come, when I opened the huge glass doors that leaded to the backyard, as huge as the house itself I felt the soft spring breeze blowing around me. And I swore I could smell ivies. It was the first time I never set foot in the garden, since it had been really cold recently and Yoochun had told me not to go out, I guessed he was just worried I'd get a cold or something. It would be the first time I finally got out of the house.
I really enjoyed the weather. The sun was shining, a few cotton-like clouds drifted on the wind, the breeze seemed to embrace me with it's warmth, it really felt good. But then I noticed it wasn't the wind.
It was him.
I smiled, "You see that, the sun's finally back."
"Just like you're back to me." He whispered, his lips got on my cheek as he kissed me. A sweet, light kiss that warmed me up like the rays of the sun.
"I'm really glad you're not longer depressed anymore Yoochun." I said grateful, "I really, honestly worried about you a lot.."
He chuckled, but didn't say anything, he just seemed to enjoy my presence and the warm weather. It was again, like always, a tight hug where I couldn't break out of.
But I didn't even think of that. It felt really good.
Better than I thought.
The rest of the morning we spended together, sitting on the soft grass, between the ivies, enjoying the sun shining down on us. My head rested on Yoochun's chest, his breathing made my head go up and down frequently, then, a question popped up in my mind.
"Yoochun?"
"Hmm?"
I doubted.. Was it really something I wanted to bring up now, now Yoochun was happy and all. I really wanted to know though.. "My.. My mother, do I , still speak to her?"
A silence followed, a silence I expected to come, I could feel his breath stop for a second, but afterall he started to talk. "... No, since we've moved here we didn't have any kind of contact with her."
"Do you know why I wanted that?"
"Why? I think that's quite obvious, isn't it?"
"Well..."
He sighed, slowly sat up right, his deep, brown eyes stared at me. "You and your mother never really had a great relationship, you know that right?"
I nodded carefully, "T-that's true.."
"The thing you always told me was.. if you'd move out of your parents house you'd avoid any type of contact, you only call your brother once a month." Yoochun told, it made me feel bad, that had to mean., my mother and I seriously couldn't stand eachother anymore. I know it would be true, because in my past I always had fights with her... and I once said to Yunho before, that I'd want to leave home immidiately after I passed my exames.
"Oh.. so it's really like that..."
Yoochun nodded, wrapping his arms around me again. "But... you also said, you'd make it up to her later, when she'd understand what we're like, so she could see how much we mean to eachother.."
"You think that's possible Yoochun?" I asked, my voice trembled, no.. I don't wanted to start crying now..
"Everything's possible when you really want it, if you hope for it."
I closed my eyes and smiled against his chest. I really hoped, once I could speak to my mother, and could tell her what happened to me the last couple of days, that, even when I lost the 4 years I loved Yoochun, I once again somehow fell for the guy, wouldn't that mean...
I truly loved him?
"Junsu.. Do you want to visit your parents?"
I lifted my head, my eyes grew big when I looked at him. "Are you serious?"
"If you dare to take the challenge with your mother... I'd go with you."
---
After hours of driving we finally reached the city of Gyeonggi, my birthplace... It looked just yesterday I had been running around this streets together with Yunho, playing football or just playing pranks on the neighbours. The memories made me laugh and Yoochun seemed to noticed me smiling, he moved his hand from the steeringwheel to squeeze my thigh lightly, it made me blush.
Nothing had changed, the houses were the same, the shops were the same, there were still as many people walking around the village like they used to.
Some minutes later we got to Yunho's house, a nice, cozy home, just like Yunho's bubbly personality, it felt like home. He was really glad to see us, he smiled brightly when he saw Yoochun and I were holding hands, he quickly swaped expressions, Yoochun nodded at him.
"Come in, come in, I know it's not as big as your house Yoochun, but here's your room." He said when he leaded them to a room, a spare bedroom with a small double bed. When I saw the bed I just knew it was the purpose we had to sleep together. "Just act like you're home."
"Thanks Yunho, we really appreciate this." Yoochun said when he reached his hands out to Yunho, who accepted the firm hand with a smile.
"No problem at all, if you'll excuse me for a second, I'll be gone for a while, " He winked at us. "Grocery shopping."
"Shall I go with you Yunnie?" I asked him, trying to be helpfull, but he rejected, saying we had to rest from our long road trip. I frowned untill Yunho left with his bike, waving back at me untill he was around the cornor, I sighed and got back to the bedroom where Yoochun was searching through his luggage. "I'd have loved it to go grocery shopping with him,..."
"I'm sure next time he'll let you join him." Yoochun answered.
I thudded down on the bed, the bed made a weird creaking noise, I laughed. "This bed will be killed by tomorrow Yoochun, you think it will hold us?"
"Hmmm, we'll see." He chuckled when he got on his feet, he stared at me. "You know Junsu, you really look cute today."
I pouted, "Why now? Why not earlier?" Even now I still tried to tease him, but I just knew it wouldn't last long before he'd throw another killing comment to me.
"Because I was focussing on the road so we wouldn't get into another accident."
You see? Pouting I landed on the bed, sighing loudly. "You really are a tease Yoochun."
"Hmm, it's my hobby, didn't you know?" His smirk made me shiver, it really did somehow, that idiot.
"Ha-ha-ha." I spitted back.
"Hey, are you mad at me now?"
"No... You just annoy me..."
He chuckled, then suddenly laid on top of me, my head colored red immidiately, I couldn't get away... I was stuck between the bed and his body...
Was this one of those moments to get scared?
End.
_________________________________________________________________________
Ohyeah 8D, I have to say I really love this chapter<3
AND OMG GUYS, I LOOOOOOOOOOVE SURVIVOR.
It gave me a MAJOR zenboost for a new fic!~ So I'm going to work out the prologue now 8D.
The fic is slowly comming to it's end, I hope you all enjoyed it untill now ^___^ and all of you, thanks for allt he support & lovely comments!