[fic] Chapter 6 - Picture of you
Title: Picture of you
Length: 6/??
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG15
Pairings: YooSu (main), JaeMin (partial)
Themes: Fluff, Romance, humor , Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: If I had enough money and power, I'd own them T___T.
Summary: Memory loss could mean the end of their relationship.
A/N: Told in Junsu's POV.
Chapter 6
Jaejoong finished his cooking, seaweedsoup with frech kimchi. With half-opened eyes I stared at the soup, stiring it. The others were talking to eachother, but I wasn't listening, the dreams were haunting my mind, all replaying one by one. I didn't dare to look up from the food, so I kept quiet.
Yoochun was only paying attention to the conversation thank god, I wouldn't bear it if he would be looking at me,.. I didn't know what to think, or say, but I wanted to know the truth.
This time for real.
"I love him mom, you know that, why can't you just accept him, if you accept your own son.. you should respect his love too.."
I closed my eyes. I wanted to die. Or sleep. Or get out of this room this instant. I had hoped when Jaejoong and Changmin would visit it would be fun, but this... this was no fun. Everybody was so serious. After a while of stiring the food I stood up, I needed some room, without talking. "Thanks for the food.."
When I walked away I could feel they were staring at me.. but what would I care.. It was cold in my bedroom, the window rattled against the wall, quickly I closed, shivering from the cold wind. I moved underneath the sheets, forcing myself to sleep, sleep forever and never to wake up again.
"Junsu, I don't mind if you're different or not... you're mine and that's what matters."
"Sleep... Sleep.."
"What am I, your housewife?"
"C'mon Junsu.."
"No, it didn't just happen, It's fate."
"DAMNIT!" I covered my head with the pillow, crying, I wanted it all to stop, I wanted it to go away.
It took only a little time before I fell asleep.. but again those dreams were coming back to me.
"Oh my god.. Chunnie!"
Yoochun approached me with a huge package, a big bouquet of red roses and a huge smile on his face. "Happy valentines day Su."
My hands covered my mouth, and blushing cheeks. "You shouldn't have done this Chunnie.."
"You know me, I can't keep promises like this, here, open it." He handed out the package to me, eager I ripped the pink wrapping of the box, I took out a cute, stuffed bear, the cutest thing I ever saw. It took my breath away.
"Aah Chunnie.. It's so CUTE!" I squeaked when I hugged the bear tightly.
Yoochun pouted. "I'm jealous, that bear's getting more attention than me.." He said defeated when he got the flowers on a beautiful crystal vase.
I chuckled, putting the bear next to the vase, and wrapped my arms around the big baby called Yoochun. "Come here you big bear, hug me!" He immidiatly tugged me closer and kissed my lips. "I said hug you idiot, not kiss."
"But it's Valentine's day Su, one of those happy days of the year were you spend time with the ones you love right?" He said wiping of some saliva from the cornor of my mouth. The idiot had a point, so I nodded, pulled into another sweet kiss.
"You're really a big baby." I laughed, his hold was warm, close to his body.
"And you're too cute when you call me a big baby."
"Aah Chunnie. " I chuckled when he tickled me, "Stop it haha.. I can't hahaha.. breathe ahhaa!" I drooled and tried to breath when he continued teasing me. "Please haha, Plehahah, Stop!"
"That's the punishment for hugging that bear." He whispered, he pushed me playfully on the sofa, curved over me, my body between his knees. "The bear is ruining my Valentine's day with my lovely Su."
"Tease!" I laughed, "Like I'd fall in love with a bear!" It was true, Yoochun was just the perfect one for me, caring, handsome, great in be-... His eyes were twinkling when his face was coming closer to me.
"I'm serious, I'm not tolerating my Su stolen away by a stuffed animal, that was meant as a present."
"And I'm not tolerating you to think that way." I snorted at his facial expression, "And besides, if you keep being fed up with that bear you'll spoil our first Valentine's day, stupid Idiot."
Yoochun nibbled on my earlob, "I'm not spoiling anything, it'll get better."
"Chunnie, stop that." I giggled and slapped my hand against his upper arm. "You promised to be soft today!"
"I am, look, I'm sucking SOFTLY this time. " He teased.
I pouted, my whole body shuddered. "You're really annoying Chunnie, valentine's day has to be a romantic day, with lovely words, cuddling and a romantic dinner with candles and expensive french food or something like that." I sighed, "I'd really love a valentine's day like that."
"Hey, now you make me feel bad about it,.."
"... I'm sorry."
"You really want to go out for a dinner tonight?"
"... No.., it's okay."
"Good.. because I prepared something special for you.."
"Something.. special?"
Yoochun nodded, "Yeah ofcourse, everything for my Su."
Some time past, Yoochun told me to dress up comfortable, I immidiatly dressed up in Pyjama's and my bunny slippers (yes I wear bunny slippers). I was thinking about the thing Yoochun could have prepared for me, I was dying to know... It had got to be something cute.. or romantic... or... Blushing I washed up my face, I LOVE VALENTINE'S DAY!
Quickly and bubbly I danced through the hall, singing some cheesy love song I heard on the radio that morning. I almost tripped over some of my cd collections and Yoochun's piano books before I reached the door to the livingroom, still humming the melody of the song I entered the room, empty, and no Yoochun. I pouted, where could he be? Lonely I got on the couch, waiting for any sign of life.
"Su~" It sounded from the basement, immidiatly I jumped up from the couch, answering the call.
"Yes Chunnie?"
"Come down here, close the door behind you if you please."
Anxiously I opened the door to the basement, that place always creeped me out.. somehow I thought there were things there, things that would eat me if I'd stay too long downstairs.. But with Yoochun there, it had to be okay. My feet dragged me down the stairs, halfway the stairs I stopped, my jaw dropped like 100m down, it felt like that. My head colored bright red when I saw him sitting on a picnic carpet, all around him were candles, with the smell of sweet vanilla, but the one outstanding, most precious.. was right in the middle. Speechless I got down, when my feet touched the ground I removed my hands from my mouth. "Chunnie, you idiot."
Yoochun's mouth curled up in a big smile, he knew the word "idiot" didn't mean idiot in the normal way, but a lot more, Yoochun knew it himself, he was an idiot, an idiot in love. "You like it?"
"Ofcourse I do Chunnie, you prepared this for me?"
"For you and no one else."
I was still flabbergasted, slowly I got down on the carpet, close to Yoochun. "This is so... I just don't know what to say.."
"You don't have to say anything Su, " He comforted. "Here, let's have something to eat." He grabbed the picnic basket that stood a few metres away from us, he pulled out a big heartshaped cake, decorated with whiped cream, little marzipan roses and slices of strawberries. He took a part of the delicious treat, it neared my mouth slowly. "Say ah~"
I opened my mouth, just like a little kid when a mother fed him. "Aaaah~" I giggled when he putted some whiped cream on my nose and ate it. "Chunnie, stop it tickles."
"Hmm, taste good."
Blushing again, I also took a piece of the cake, his mouth cayght the piece, his tongue curled around it, then licked of the chocolate goodness from my fingers, I chuckled. A small amount of whiped cream was still in the cornor of his mouth, I tugged him closer, my tongue licked the whiped cream from his mouth. "Did you bake this all yourself?"
Yoochun flinched, "Actually... I made Jaejoong bake it, you know I'm no cook."
"Well, It's delicious."I said smiling, the sweet guy, he really tried his hardest, I was touched by all this.
"I've got more." Quickly he unpacked a fondue set and filled it with chocolate, I really loved chocolate fondue, so grew excited, but like always, from waiting my excitment got less by the minute... "It's a bit slow but when it's done It'll be delicious."
I smiled, peeking at him while he arranged some food next to the fondue set, strawberries, pineapple, cherries and a lot more... it all looked so delicious!
After a while the chocolate was finally melted, he sopped a cherry in the hot good and the fruit dangled above my head, I opened my mouth and welcomed the chocolate cherry, I groaned softly when the sweet taste tingling my senses. Yoochun seemed to respond on that, he immidiatly claimed my lips.
I tasted the chocolate and his saliva, it was so good, after some seconds we ended up lying onto eachother, Yoochun didn't stop feeding and kissing me, I totally loved it. "You're lying comfortably?"
I nodded, "It's always comfortable in your arms." My sentence got immidiatly answered by another fiery kiss, I felt like I was flying, it was so romantic... My best Valentine's day ever.
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"Chunnie, I think you should tell the poor boy about the situation he's into." Jaejoong told his friend when they did the dished together. "I mean, did you see the look on the boy's face?"
"Hmm, I did.." Yoochun sighed, ofcourse he saw the poor kid's face, how could it not attract his attention?
"Are you going to tell him?" Jaejoong asked urging, "Otherwise I'll do it."
"I'll do it...."
"When?"
"... Don't know."
Jaejoong sighed as he scrubbed the washing-up brush on the plates. "That boy's in deep confusion Chunnie, he's sufforing right now.. you should tell him, as soon as possible."
"I know he's sufforing Jae, I see it with my own eyes, but somehow I just can't get the words out of my mouth, something prevents me from telling him and it hurts, okay!" Yoochun responded upset. "I think you'd feel the same if something like this would happen to you and Min."
"But it's not about me and Minnie right now." Jaejoong defended. "It's about you and Junsu, I know it hurts, I really do, as you might remember Minnie and I just had a difficult time when I visited his parents, especially with his father who objected at first, we talked it through and it's okay now, he treats me like his own son."
"... I'm glad for you Jae... I really am.. but."
"But what, just tell me what's bugging you." He tightly hugged the depressed man, his friend. "What's wrong?"
"Junsu.. Junsu left his family behind to be with me, something he wanted right from the start, being with me was his only wish, his only happiness.." Yoochun said breathless. ".. His mother never came to understand what her son felt for me, she scold me, cursed me.. It was horrible when I came to their places... It still appears in my dreams once in a while, but when.. when he got that accident, it replayed every night..."
Jaejoong patted him on his back while Yoochun spoke to him, patting in comfort, understanding how he felt. "Maybe.. if you tell the boy about what you two really are... those dreams will disappear."
End.
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Woah, it's quite a long chapter 8D.
So what will Chunnie do, speak up, or be silent for the rest of his life?
Btw, the valentine's dream, was YooSu's first valentine's day together as a couple, and I wanted to post it on valentine's day itself.. but, unfortunately my parents arranged a trip to VIVA LA FRANCE, so I'll be gone for the weekend .____. I hope I'll be able to take some pictures ^^. And maybe do some writing if I've sparetime ><. So guys, next chapter will take some time to post! Hope you can wait till next week!
Length: 6/??
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG15
Pairings: YooSu (main), JaeMin (partial)
Themes: Fluff, Romance, humor , Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: If I had enough money and power, I'd own them T___T.
Summary: Memory loss could mean the end of their relationship.
A/N: Told in Junsu's POV.
Chapter 6
Jaejoong finished his cooking, seaweedsoup with frech kimchi. With half-opened eyes I stared at the soup, stiring it. The others were talking to eachother, but I wasn't listening, the dreams were haunting my mind, all replaying one by one. I didn't dare to look up from the food, so I kept quiet.
Yoochun was only paying attention to the conversation thank god, I wouldn't bear it if he would be looking at me,.. I didn't know what to think, or say, but I wanted to know the truth.
This time for real.
"I love him mom, you know that, why can't you just accept him, if you accept your own son.. you should respect his love too.."
I closed my eyes. I wanted to die. Or sleep. Or get out of this room this instant. I had hoped when Jaejoong and Changmin would visit it would be fun, but this... this was no fun. Everybody was so serious. After a while of stiring the food I stood up, I needed some room, without talking. "Thanks for the food.."
When I walked away I could feel they were staring at me.. but what would I care.. It was cold in my bedroom, the window rattled against the wall, quickly I closed, shivering from the cold wind. I moved underneath the sheets, forcing myself to sleep, sleep forever and never to wake up again.
"Junsu, I don't mind if you're different or not... you're mine and that's what matters."
"Sleep... Sleep.."
"What am I, your housewife?"
"C'mon Junsu.."
"No, it didn't just happen, It's fate."
"DAMNIT!" I covered my head with the pillow, crying, I wanted it all to stop, I wanted it to go away.
It took only a little time before I fell asleep.. but again those dreams were coming back to me.
"Oh my god.. Chunnie!"
Yoochun approached me with a huge package, a big bouquet of red roses and a huge smile on his face. "Happy valentines day Su."
My hands covered my mouth, and blushing cheeks. "You shouldn't have done this Chunnie.."
"You know me, I can't keep promises like this, here, open it." He handed out the package to me, eager I ripped the pink wrapping of the box, I took out a cute, stuffed bear, the cutest thing I ever saw. It took my breath away.
"Aah Chunnie.. It's so CUTE!" I squeaked when I hugged the bear tightly.
Yoochun pouted. "I'm jealous, that bear's getting more attention than me.." He said defeated when he got the flowers on a beautiful crystal vase.
I chuckled, putting the bear next to the vase, and wrapped my arms around the big baby called Yoochun. "Come here you big bear, hug me!" He immidiatly tugged me closer and kissed my lips. "I said hug you idiot, not kiss."
"But it's Valentine's day Su, one of those happy days of the year were you spend time with the ones you love right?" He said wiping of some saliva from the cornor of my mouth. The idiot had a point, so I nodded, pulled into another sweet kiss.
"You're really a big baby." I laughed, his hold was warm, close to his body.
"And you're too cute when you call me a big baby."
"Aah Chunnie. " I chuckled when he tickled me, "Stop it haha.. I can't hahaha.. breathe ahhaa!" I drooled and tried to breath when he continued teasing me. "Please haha, Plehahah, Stop!"
"That's the punishment for hugging that bear." He whispered, he pushed me playfully on the sofa, curved over me, my body between his knees. "The bear is ruining my Valentine's day with my lovely Su."
"Tease!" I laughed, "Like I'd fall in love with a bear!" It was true, Yoochun was just the perfect one for me, caring, handsome, great in be-... His eyes were twinkling when his face was coming closer to me.
"I'm serious, I'm not tolerating my Su stolen away by a stuffed animal, that was meant as a present."
"And I'm not tolerating you to think that way." I snorted at his facial expression, "And besides, if you keep being fed up with that bear you'll spoil our first Valentine's day, stupid Idiot."
Yoochun nibbled on my earlob, "I'm not spoiling anything, it'll get better."
"Chunnie, stop that." I giggled and slapped my hand against his upper arm. "You promised to be soft today!"
"I am, look, I'm sucking SOFTLY this time. " He teased.
I pouted, my whole body shuddered. "You're really annoying Chunnie, valentine's day has to be a romantic day, with lovely words, cuddling and a romantic dinner with candles and expensive french food or something like that." I sighed, "I'd really love a valentine's day like that."
"Hey, now you make me feel bad about it,.."
"... I'm sorry."
"You really want to go out for a dinner tonight?"
"... No.., it's okay."
"Good.. because I prepared something special for you.."
"Something.. special?"
Yoochun nodded, "Yeah ofcourse, everything for my Su."
Some time past, Yoochun told me to dress up comfortable, I immidiatly dressed up in Pyjama's and my bunny slippers (yes I wear bunny slippers). I was thinking about the thing Yoochun could have prepared for me, I was dying to know... It had got to be something cute.. or romantic... or... Blushing I washed up my face, I LOVE VALENTINE'S DAY!
Quickly and bubbly I danced through the hall, singing some cheesy love song I heard on the radio that morning. I almost tripped over some of my cd collections and Yoochun's piano books before I reached the door to the livingroom, still humming the melody of the song I entered the room, empty, and no Yoochun. I pouted, where could he be? Lonely I got on the couch, waiting for any sign of life.
"Su~" It sounded from the basement, immidiatly I jumped up from the couch, answering the call.
"Yes Chunnie?"
"Come down here, close the door behind you if you please."
Anxiously I opened the door to the basement, that place always creeped me out.. somehow I thought there were things there, things that would eat me if I'd stay too long downstairs.. But with Yoochun there, it had to be okay. My feet dragged me down the stairs, halfway the stairs I stopped, my jaw dropped like 100m down, it felt like that. My head colored bright red when I saw him sitting on a picnic carpet, all around him were candles, with the smell of sweet vanilla, but the one outstanding, most precious.. was right in the middle. Speechless I got down, when my feet touched the ground I removed my hands from my mouth. "Chunnie, you idiot."
Yoochun's mouth curled up in a big smile, he knew the word "idiot" didn't mean idiot in the normal way, but a lot more, Yoochun knew it himself, he was an idiot, an idiot in love. "You like it?"
"Ofcourse I do Chunnie, you prepared this for me?"
"For you and no one else."
I was still flabbergasted, slowly I got down on the carpet, close to Yoochun. "This is so... I just don't know what to say.."
"You don't have to say anything Su, " He comforted. "Here, let's have something to eat." He grabbed the picnic basket that stood a few metres away from us, he pulled out a big heartshaped cake, decorated with whiped cream, little marzipan roses and slices of strawberries. He took a part of the delicious treat, it neared my mouth slowly. "Say ah~"
I opened my mouth, just like a little kid when a mother fed him. "Aaaah~" I giggled when he putted some whiped cream on my nose and ate it. "Chunnie, stop it tickles."
"Hmm, taste good."
Blushing again, I also took a piece of the cake, his mouth cayght the piece, his tongue curled around it, then licked of the chocolate goodness from my fingers, I chuckled. A small amount of whiped cream was still in the cornor of his mouth, I tugged him closer, my tongue licked the whiped cream from his mouth. "Did you bake this all yourself?"
Yoochun flinched, "Actually... I made Jaejoong bake it, you know I'm no cook."
"Well, It's delicious."I said smiling, the sweet guy, he really tried his hardest, I was touched by all this.
"I've got more." Quickly he unpacked a fondue set and filled it with chocolate, I really loved chocolate fondue, so grew excited, but like always, from waiting my excitment got less by the minute... "It's a bit slow but when it's done It'll be delicious."
I smiled, peeking at him while he arranged some food next to the fondue set, strawberries, pineapple, cherries and a lot more... it all looked so delicious!
After a while the chocolate was finally melted, he sopped a cherry in the hot good and the fruit dangled above my head, I opened my mouth and welcomed the chocolate cherry, I groaned softly when the sweet taste tingling my senses. Yoochun seemed to respond on that, he immidiatly claimed my lips.
I tasted the chocolate and his saliva, it was so good, after some seconds we ended up lying onto eachother, Yoochun didn't stop feeding and kissing me, I totally loved it. "You're lying comfortably?"
I nodded, "It's always comfortable in your arms." My sentence got immidiatly answered by another fiery kiss, I felt like I was flying, it was so romantic... My best Valentine's day ever.
---
"Chunnie, I think you should tell the poor boy about the situation he's into." Jaejoong told his friend when they did the dished together. "I mean, did you see the look on the boy's face?"
"Hmm, I did.." Yoochun sighed, ofcourse he saw the poor kid's face, how could it not attract his attention?
"Are you going to tell him?" Jaejoong asked urging, "Otherwise I'll do it."
"I'll do it...."
"When?"
"... Don't know."
Jaejoong sighed as he scrubbed the washing-up brush on the plates. "That boy's in deep confusion Chunnie, he's sufforing right now.. you should tell him, as soon as possible."
"I know he's sufforing Jae, I see it with my own eyes, but somehow I just can't get the words out of my mouth, something prevents me from telling him and it hurts, okay!" Yoochun responded upset. "I think you'd feel the same if something like this would happen to you and Min."
"But it's not about me and Minnie right now." Jaejoong defended. "It's about you and Junsu, I know it hurts, I really do, as you might remember Minnie and I just had a difficult time when I visited his parents, especially with his father who objected at first, we talked it through and it's okay now, he treats me like his own son."
"... I'm glad for you Jae... I really am.. but."
"But what, just tell me what's bugging you." He tightly hugged the depressed man, his friend. "What's wrong?"
"Junsu.. Junsu left his family behind to be with me, something he wanted right from the start, being with me was his only wish, his only happiness.." Yoochun said breathless. ".. His mother never came to understand what her son felt for me, she scold me, cursed me.. It was horrible when I came to their places... It still appears in my dreams once in a while, but when.. when he got that accident, it replayed every night..."
Jaejoong patted him on his back while Yoochun spoke to him, patting in comfort, understanding how he felt. "Maybe.. if you tell the boy about what you two really are... those dreams will disappear."
End.
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Woah, it's quite a long chapter 8D.
So what will Chunnie do, speak up, or be silent for the rest of his life?
Btw, the valentine's dream, was YooSu's first valentine's day together as a couple, and I wanted to post it on valentine's day itself.. but, unfortunately my parents arranged a trip to VIVA LA FRANCE, so I'll be gone for the weekend .____. I hope I'll be able to take some pictures ^^. And maybe do some writing if I've sparetime ><. So guys, next chapter will take some time to post! Hope you can wait till next week!