[fic] Chapter 4 - Picture of you
Title: Picture of you
Length: 4/10(?)
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG13
Pairings: YooSu (main), JaeMin (partial)
Themes: Fluff, Romance, humor , Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: If I had enough money and power, I'd own them T___T.
Summary: Memory loss could mean the end of their relationship.
A/N: Told in Junsu's POV. I'm back ^_______^
Chapter 4
"Yunho.. What am I doing here?"
He lifted his head, "What?"
I shrugged, "I just don't know what I'm doing here, why do I live together with Yoochun?" I knew Yunho would always tell me the truth, that's were friends are for right? "Why in the world did I move in?"
"Because,.. because Yoochun offered you a room, because all the appartements here were too expensive for you." Yunho said, taking the plate from the sidetable, ready to bring it to the kitchen.
"Did Yoochun tell me to lie to me?" I said annoyed, "If that Yoochun thinks he can just keep sneaky secrets from me I'm leaving!" He folded my arms, pouting at my best friend, who awkwardly smiled at me. What was wrong with the people around me?
"No he didn't tell me to lie to you Junsu, and I'm not lying at all." Was his answer.
"Yunho.. just now, I had a dream." I said quietly, "A really, really weird dream!" I gestured him to sit on the bed with me, I really needed to tell my story to someone who always understood me. "And please, don't tell Yoochun about it, then I'll be screwed!"
He nodded as he got under the sheets as well, "So tell me, what did you dream about?"
"Well..." I whispered, so if Yoochun would play spy on us he wouldn't hear. "I dreamt about.. Yoochun and me.. On a bridge, I was holding a note written by Yoochun that said I had to meet him there, and when he came,.." I blushed when I thought back at it, ashamed I tried to finish my story. "We kissed and talked about leaving our houses to live together... And I couldn't object." I hid my face in my hands, now Yunho would think I was crazy... or gay..
Yunho laughed, why did he laugh? What was so funny about it?! I started to get upset with him as he patted my shoulders, still not saying a word, only laughing. Then he got from the bed, taking the plate and walking off to the kitchen. He just left me like that.. Annoyed I got out of the bed, following his footsteps.
"Yunho~ " I groaned, why was he such a bore, "Why don't you answer me~"
"It wasn't a question and you didn't ask me to answer." Yunho answered, washing the filthy plate.
"But you're not going to tell him about it, are you?" I begged him, if Yoochun would find out about my dream he'd tease me for the rest of my life. "You're my best friend Yunho~ Please don't tell him!"
"I won't I won't, " He laughed. "I don't see any reason why I should tell him anyways."
I sighed out of relief, drying the wet plate, "Thanks Yunho, you saved my life."
"Don't be all dramatic, " He snorted, leaning against the cupboards watching me dry the plate, "You're doing fine aren't you, not tired or dizzy anymore?"
"I already told you I was fine." I frowned, "You start to look like that guy."
"'That guy' has to be Yoochun am I right?"
I nodded as I putted the plate inside one of the cupboards, "I'm getting tired of say his name." I wandered of to the livingroom, to see if Yoochun was here, but no, normally he was on the couch watching TV, or reading a book in the chair on the left side of the bookshelves... It felt kinda empty, maybe he was in the music room. But.. hey, what was I thinking about? I slapped my cheeks softly, "Wake up Junsu, wake up!" I said to myself.
"Are you sure you're alright Junsu?!" Yunho teased, seemed to have heard me talking to myself.
"YEAH!" I yelled. "Stop teasing me~" I ran to the couch and pushed 2 pillows against the sides of my head, so I couldn't here any crazy jokes from the others around me. Why did they like to tease me like that?
After a while Yunho joined me, we decided to play cards, like we did in high school. Normally I'd win from him, but now.. he seemed to have improved in the game, we didn't play with money but with food, we got us some M&M's, at the end of 2 hours hardcore playing I only had 2 small candies, while Yunho almost got over the 100 pieces... I was envious. "Where did you learn how to play?"
"You're just getting bad at this game." Yunho snorted as he ate his M&M's. "Don't deny that I'm better than you!"
"Hey!" I yelled upset. "I was the king of cards!"
"Not anymore!"
"Stop yelling you children." We turned our heads when we heard Yoochun's voice, I started to feel lighter as I saw him, he had changed clothes, the baggy shirt was replaced by a tight tank top, the shorts he first wore was now a blue pair of jeans, his feet were bare. I noticed I was starting to drool when he moved his hand through the short brown locks of his hair. "I couldn't even take a nap."
"Hey, where have you been?" I asked, trying to snap out of my drooling state. "We wanted to play a game together and you didn't even hear us call."
"Maybe I was playing the piano." He said annoyed, this side of Yoochun was different from the playfull side he used to show me, now he was just.. "Maybe I was just trying to get some rest."
I pouted. "So you were trying to avoid me?"
He stared at me, then sighed. "I just needed some rest." He turned around and got to the kitchen, I stared at him as he walked away, I didn't know why exactly, but somehow I did really want him to play along with us.
---
I hoped my night wouldn't be like the night before..
Well it was even worse than I imagined! Yunho left early because he had to catch his train home, Yoochun didn't show up for dinner so I just made myself a simple sandwich to feed my hunger. Next up was watching TV till my eyelids closed ever now and than and I decided to go to bed. But somehow the weather had changed. The one thing I feared the most was the sound of Thunder..
The sky was dark, big clouds collided and started to blaze. As soon as I heard the sound I hid under my bed, hoping it was going to stop soon, but I waited, and waited, but it wouldn't stop. The sound was everywhere around me, tears filled up the cornors of my eyes, "Stop it.. Stop it." I said covering my ears. Normally I'd go to my twin brother Junho, he wasn't scared of anything so he always protected me when there was a thunderstorm.
But Junho wasn't here..
I moaned when the thunderstorm continued, I needed someone, someone to cuddle up to, someone who could protect me from my fear.. but the only person who was in this house.. was Yoochun. I bit my bottom lip, what was scarier... a thunderstorm .. or Yoochun?
My decision was quickly made when one huge explosion-like bang made me cry, I shuffled off to Yoochun's room, slowly opened the door, he was sleeping, silentely I pulled up the sheets and got next to the sleeping, scary (but not as scary as the weather outside) Yoochun, I knew I'd be sorry for what I was about to do, but it was the only way to get some sleep tonight.
As soon as I grabbed his shirt with my hands and hid my face against his broad chest he started to wake up, I tried to act like I was asleep but he already noticed I quickly closed my eyes.
"Junsu.."
I felt his index finger tracing down my cheek, he reached the cornor of my lips, resting his finger there. Slowly I raised my head, he was staring down at me, his eyes soft, softer than this afternoon, a while back his eyes had been hard as stone. Piercing and scaring, but now they were dense.
"Junsu what's wrong?" He said quietly, rubbing the cornor of my lips.
"I.. I'm not feeling well.." I lied, "I think.. I feel faint."
Yoochun immidiatly felt my forehead, how caring he was.. "Are you sure, you don't have a fever?" He asked worried. Then the sound of thunder came back, as soon at I heard it I squeaked and hid my face again, now it was obvious to Yoochun, he chuckled. "Oh I see, you're scared of the thunder." He wrapped an arm around me, pushing me even closer to his warm body. I blushed, not able to look at him.
I could hear his heart beat, his hands stroke my back in comfort as the thunder continued, he soothed me if I tried to stop the sound, covering my ears. Tears rolled down my cheeks in total horror.
"It's okay Su, there's nothing to be afraid of." He whispered. "We're inside, you won't be hurt."
"But... But.." I sobbed against his shirt. "Why can't it stop?"
"It will stop soon, Promised."
It felt so save, so reliable. Awkwardly I moved my arm around Yoochun's waist, still crying. "You'll protect me, won't you?"
Yoochun nodded, stroking the hair away from my forehead, pressing his lips against my skin. "Ofcourse Su, I won't leave you alone, ever." The words pierced right through my heart, more than I expected, they really got effect on me. Even his lips were welcome now.
Deep inside, I felt happy. Happy I was lying there, close to Yoochun, the one who would protect me. Eventually I felt drowzy, resting against him, a close embrace. Slowly I closed my eyes as sleep invaded my body.
"There's something I wanted to ask you.." Yoochun said softly. "If it's alright with you."
"Ask."
"What do you think about me?"
I opened my eyes. "What I think of you?" I bit on my bottom lip, not knowing what to answer. Normally I'd have said he was an annoying bastard or something like that.. but something in side of me called I like you. Eventhough the voice was quiet and distant, I could here it clearly. I rubbed my temples, why couldn't I just answer to him? Why was it that hard?
"Junsu.., did you fall asleep?"
"No.. I'm thinking.."
"Thinking about what?"
I frowned. "Your question.. you want an answer right?"
"So what's your answer." Yoochun asked curious, he cupped my face with his hands, his eyes met mine, I got lost in the crystal-like pupils, tugging me closer to his face. Our noses were only a few centimetres away from eachother.
"I... I" I stuttered, troubled of the tiny distance inbetween, another struck of lightening and a heavy bang came down from the dark, cloudy sky, out of shock I made an inadvertent move, crashing my lips on his.
---
If a kiss could bring back the memories.
If a sweet embrace could fade out all the wrong intentions in our hearts.
Then we'd be together again.
End.
___________________________________________________________________________________
YAY I'm back 8D. My busy shedule is FINALLY over~ I'm so happy T____T. The schoolplay was a lot of fun, I did good on my tests and my father's back from the hospital and is doing fine ^_______^.
It's a short chapter I know T____T. But I still need to find out how I'll further develope the story, next chapter will be longer, I promise~
For this chapter I really got inspiration of the song Spring from Lucite Rabbit , I really love the song, the melody really fits with the feeling in the last part. You should listen to it while reading.
Length: 4/10(?)
Author:JadeXScandal
Rating: PG13
Pairings: YooSu (main), JaeMin (partial)
Themes: Fluff, Romance, humor , Angst, Drama
Disclaimer: If I had enough money and power, I'd own them T___T.
Summary: Memory loss could mean the end of their relationship.
A/N: Told in Junsu's POV. I'm back ^_______^
Chapter 4
"Yunho.. What am I doing here?"
He lifted his head, "What?"
I shrugged, "I just don't know what I'm doing here, why do I live together with Yoochun?" I knew Yunho would always tell me the truth, that's were friends are for right? "Why in the world did I move in?"
"Because,.. because Yoochun offered you a room, because all the appartements here were too expensive for you." Yunho said, taking the plate from the sidetable, ready to bring it to the kitchen.
"Did Yoochun tell me to lie to me?" I said annoyed, "If that Yoochun thinks he can just keep sneaky secrets from me I'm leaving!" He folded my arms, pouting at my best friend, who awkwardly smiled at me. What was wrong with the people around me?
"No he didn't tell me to lie to you Junsu, and I'm not lying at all." Was his answer.
"Yunho.. just now, I had a dream." I said quietly, "A really, really weird dream!" I gestured him to sit on the bed with me, I really needed to tell my story to someone who always understood me. "And please, don't tell Yoochun about it, then I'll be screwed!"
He nodded as he got under the sheets as well, "So tell me, what did you dream about?"
"Well..." I whispered, so if Yoochun would play spy on us he wouldn't hear. "I dreamt about.. Yoochun and me.. On a bridge, I was holding a note written by Yoochun that said I had to meet him there, and when he came,.." I blushed when I thought back at it, ashamed I tried to finish my story. "We kissed and talked about leaving our houses to live together... And I couldn't object." I hid my face in my hands, now Yunho would think I was crazy... or gay..
Yunho laughed, why did he laugh? What was so funny about it?! I started to get upset with him as he patted my shoulders, still not saying a word, only laughing. Then he got from the bed, taking the plate and walking off to the kitchen. He just left me like that.. Annoyed I got out of the bed, following his footsteps.
"Yunho~ " I groaned, why was he such a bore, "Why don't you answer me~"
"It wasn't a question and you didn't ask me to answer." Yunho answered, washing the filthy plate.
"But you're not going to tell him about it, are you?" I begged him, if Yoochun would find out about my dream he'd tease me for the rest of my life. "You're my best friend Yunho~ Please don't tell him!"
"I won't I won't, " He laughed. "I don't see any reason why I should tell him anyways."
I sighed out of relief, drying the wet plate, "Thanks Yunho, you saved my life."
"Don't be all dramatic, " He snorted, leaning against the cupboards watching me dry the plate, "You're doing fine aren't you, not tired or dizzy anymore?"
"I already told you I was fine." I frowned, "You start to look like that guy."
"'That guy' has to be Yoochun am I right?"
I nodded as I putted the plate inside one of the cupboards, "I'm getting tired of say his name." I wandered of to the livingroom, to see if Yoochun was here, but no, normally he was on the couch watching TV, or reading a book in the chair on the left side of the bookshelves... It felt kinda empty, maybe he was in the music room. But.. hey, what was I thinking about? I slapped my cheeks softly, "Wake up Junsu, wake up!" I said to myself.
"Are you sure you're alright Junsu?!" Yunho teased, seemed to have heard me talking to myself.
"YEAH!" I yelled. "Stop teasing me~" I ran to the couch and pushed 2 pillows against the sides of my head, so I couldn't here any crazy jokes from the others around me. Why did they like to tease me like that?
After a while Yunho joined me, we decided to play cards, like we did in high school. Normally I'd win from him, but now.. he seemed to have improved in the game, we didn't play with money but with food, we got us some M&M's, at the end of 2 hours hardcore playing I only had 2 small candies, while Yunho almost got over the 100 pieces... I was envious. "Where did you learn how to play?"
"You're just getting bad at this game." Yunho snorted as he ate his M&M's. "Don't deny that I'm better than you!"
"Hey!" I yelled upset. "I was the king of cards!"
"Not anymore!"
"Stop yelling you children." We turned our heads when we heard Yoochun's voice, I started to feel lighter as I saw him, he had changed clothes, the baggy shirt was replaced by a tight tank top, the shorts he first wore was now a blue pair of jeans, his feet were bare. I noticed I was starting to drool when he moved his hand through the short brown locks of his hair. "I couldn't even take a nap."
"Hey, where have you been?" I asked, trying to snap out of my drooling state. "We wanted to play a game together and you didn't even hear us call."
"Maybe I was playing the piano." He said annoyed, this side of Yoochun was different from the playfull side he used to show me, now he was just.. "Maybe I was just trying to get some rest."
I pouted. "So you were trying to avoid me?"
He stared at me, then sighed. "I just needed some rest." He turned around and got to the kitchen, I stared at him as he walked away, I didn't know why exactly, but somehow I did really want him to play along with us.
---
I hoped my night wouldn't be like the night before..
Well it was even worse than I imagined! Yunho left early because he had to catch his train home, Yoochun didn't show up for dinner so I just made myself a simple sandwich to feed my hunger. Next up was watching TV till my eyelids closed ever now and than and I decided to go to bed. But somehow the weather had changed. The one thing I feared the most was the sound of Thunder..
The sky was dark, big clouds collided and started to blaze. As soon as I heard the sound I hid under my bed, hoping it was going to stop soon, but I waited, and waited, but it wouldn't stop. The sound was everywhere around me, tears filled up the cornors of my eyes, "Stop it.. Stop it." I said covering my ears. Normally I'd go to my twin brother Junho, he wasn't scared of anything so he always protected me when there was a thunderstorm.
But Junho wasn't here..
I moaned when the thunderstorm continued, I needed someone, someone to cuddle up to, someone who could protect me from my fear.. but the only person who was in this house.. was Yoochun. I bit my bottom lip, what was scarier... a thunderstorm .. or Yoochun?
My decision was quickly made when one huge explosion-like bang made me cry, I shuffled off to Yoochun's room, slowly opened the door, he was sleeping, silentely I pulled up the sheets and got next to the sleeping, scary (but not as scary as the weather outside) Yoochun, I knew I'd be sorry for what I was about to do, but it was the only way to get some sleep tonight.
As soon as I grabbed his shirt with my hands and hid my face against his broad chest he started to wake up, I tried to act like I was asleep but he already noticed I quickly closed my eyes.
"Junsu.."
I felt his index finger tracing down my cheek, he reached the cornor of my lips, resting his finger there. Slowly I raised my head, he was staring down at me, his eyes soft, softer than this afternoon, a while back his eyes had been hard as stone. Piercing and scaring, but now they were dense.
"Junsu what's wrong?" He said quietly, rubbing the cornor of my lips.
"I.. I'm not feeling well.." I lied, "I think.. I feel faint."
Yoochun immidiatly felt my forehead, how caring he was.. "Are you sure, you don't have a fever?" He asked worried. Then the sound of thunder came back, as soon at I heard it I squeaked and hid my face again, now it was obvious to Yoochun, he chuckled. "Oh I see, you're scared of the thunder." He wrapped an arm around me, pushing me even closer to his warm body. I blushed, not able to look at him.
I could hear his heart beat, his hands stroke my back in comfort as the thunder continued, he soothed me if I tried to stop the sound, covering my ears. Tears rolled down my cheeks in total horror.
"It's okay Su, there's nothing to be afraid of." He whispered. "We're inside, you won't be hurt."
"But... But.." I sobbed against his shirt. "Why can't it stop?"
"It will stop soon, Promised."
It felt so save, so reliable. Awkwardly I moved my arm around Yoochun's waist, still crying. "You'll protect me, won't you?"
Yoochun nodded, stroking the hair away from my forehead, pressing his lips against my skin. "Ofcourse Su, I won't leave you alone, ever." The words pierced right through my heart, more than I expected, they really got effect on me. Even his lips were welcome now.
Deep inside, I felt happy. Happy I was lying there, close to Yoochun, the one who would protect me. Eventually I felt drowzy, resting against him, a close embrace. Slowly I closed my eyes as sleep invaded my body.
"There's something I wanted to ask you.." Yoochun said softly. "If it's alright with you."
"Ask."
"What do you think about me?"
I opened my eyes. "What I think of you?" I bit on my bottom lip, not knowing what to answer. Normally I'd have said he was an annoying bastard or something like that.. but something in side of me called I like you. Eventhough the voice was quiet and distant, I could here it clearly. I rubbed my temples, why couldn't I just answer to him? Why was it that hard?
"Junsu.., did you fall asleep?"
"No.. I'm thinking.."
"Thinking about what?"
I frowned. "Your question.. you want an answer right?"
"So what's your answer." Yoochun asked curious, he cupped my face with his hands, his eyes met mine, I got lost in the crystal-like pupils, tugging me closer to his face. Our noses were only a few centimetres away from eachother.
"I... I" I stuttered, troubled of the tiny distance inbetween, another struck of lightening and a heavy bang came down from the dark, cloudy sky, out of shock I made an inadvertent move, crashing my lips on his.
---
If a kiss could bring back the memories.
If a sweet embrace could fade out all the wrong intentions in our hearts.
Then we'd be together again.
End.
___________________________________________________________________________________
YAY I'm back 8D. My busy shedule is FINALLY over~ I'm so happy T____T. The schoolplay was a lot of fun, I did good on my tests and my father's back from the hospital and is doing fine ^_______^.
It's a short chapter I know T____T. But I still need to find out how I'll further develope the story, next chapter will be longer, I promise~
For this chapter I really got inspiration of the song Spring from Lucite Rabbit , I really love the song, the melody really fits with the feeling in the last part. You should listen to it while reading.