Comments | jadeswallow: *insert usual excuses here*

jadeswallow

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Jan 01, 2012 07:29

I'm sorry if this is the first entry you see after new year, but....

FRIENDS-CUT

If you can read THIS, that means you have survived the cut.

That being said, Happy New Year and good luck for 2012!

*public, friends cut

Comments 5

orenji_kiseki January 1 2012, 01:16:50 UTC

I wish you a happy new Arashi year~~! <3 Let's hope they will rock the 2012 as well! and many years after that <3

Oh, I guess I didn't survive the cut. That's okay, I guess we just never happened to have a chance to talk^^
I did try few times to comment on your personal entries, but in the end I thought I don't know you enough yet though I read possibly a dozen of entries on the site-link you left and I probably sound like a creepy stalker now. On the other hand, leaving awkward "hugs" would feel too shallow (also I had no idea if hugs would be welcomed). I guess our perspectives are very different and so I needed a lot of time to adjust myself to yours even a bit, because I seem to be quite the opposite type - I can't have fun if I'm not with people. Alone walks only make me sad and extremely lonely.
Uh, that wasn't my point though. I just wanted to say that one of your entries really made me feel better on a very stressful day and I regret I couldn't return the favour in any way to you.

Also I will miss your header a lot <3

jadeswallow January 1 2012, 17:22:42 UTC

Ah, I'm sorry, I'm looking through my LJ comment stats while doing the cut, and everyone who comment less than 5 times was automatically cut.

It's okay because I know a lot of people don't feel the way I do, and I wish I could be around people more...but I spent years trying to be like that and it's not who I am :)

May I know which entries? Perhaps I could make it public for you or something.

orenji_kiseki January 6 2012, 16:43:37 UTC

This sounds like the times when I try to force myself to suit other people's needs as well... it's funny how it seems I can actually relate to you in this way, though what we need is completely opposite...

Ah. It was the first entry where you posted a link to that blog. The second one was when you mentioned how your friend reacted when you felt down... and third one was where you used a sentence in the meaning of: 'we lived through this situations so many times and came out of them fine, this shouldn't make us scared' (uh, I regret I only remember the meaning, not the whole phrase exactly. Especially because it really had a big impact on me)
Um, it's not like I have almost a whole comment typed in notepad to one of these, sitting in my comp for two weeks... so ok, maybe it is exactly like this *fail*.

tangiblewhimsy January 1 2012, 01:52:42 UTC

Sorry to see I didn't make the cut, but! I wish you a happy new year just the same. :3

jadeswallow January 1 2012, 17:30:16 UTC

Happy New Year to you too. Sorry about the cut. I've been writing really personal entries lately so I'm thinking of minimizing people who can read it. I hope this year will be a fabulous year for you too :3