My Eric

[jadedstar]

At this time 7 years ago, I was miserable, sad, exhausted and fairly certain I wasn't going to make it the minute I was released. Leaving the hospital was awful, almost had a panic attack when Josh helped me into the car. I came home, curled up on my bed, threw back some more of my painkillers and didn't bother even moving for days while Josh

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[karbeelah]

This is a beautiful entry, Adria. It took more than just courage and an enormous strength to endure such a feat; I admire you. Most birth parents do not get to see their children grow up, and I am sure a seldom few like it that way.. You are very fortunate to be a part of his life; I think it is a very holistic and upstanding approach on all ends to choose to be a part of his life. Very cool. -Karen

[jadedstar]

:)
Thank you so much! The last 7 years have been really difficult but the good definitely outweighs any sadness or negativity.Open adoption is seen as scary and taboo by many people and I find myself trying to educate others and be an advocate for new birth mothers who are struggling and being told that open adoption isn't good for kids. For some, it isn't. Its about communication.

Thank you! I feel very, very lucky that they welcome me with such love and trust. Makes the situation worth living through.