I have a new best friend a six week old lil puppy pit bull named booo ! How I love her so so much ....

Other than that my life sucks a bunch

bills being lonely and unhappy no sleep and feeling like crap

I wish you wanted me as much as I want you

XOOXOXOXOXOXO

**application for my boyfriend**

Must look dead
Must like top gun and HIM
Must have great hair and not to bright so I look smart
Should be a morgue worker
Likes to sit and do nothing
Drinker / smoker a must

If you are any of these Thats awesome XOOXOX

Its 2 am

and i feel like sumdays my heart gets ripped out and shit on by more than one person

I misss everything I want my old life back

XOOXOXO

I cant explain anything I feel
I miss so so much of all different things
no one understands
I feel like I have really hit rock bottom
I wish u were here
I have lost myself xoxo

TUESDAY 9 pm sharp

Jackie C's I never got to have a 21st bithday/ pre 80's / metal night / Happy new year Party will be going on.... I want everyone there post back for directions

BYOB is nice and my sum for me and the roomate

OXOXOOXOXOXO

This isnt like me...... 16 hours of sleep no parties thank god i own more water proof eyeliner than anyone I know....I have no idea what to do ..Do i ignore him or do i see him...I have no idea about life follow your heart or be smart and dont get hurt anymore People who know me the best tell me different things I cant picture not talking to him ( Read more... )

Yea 2 nights of no sleep 2 boxes of tissues and 3 packs of cigs later I can finally say I'm really really not a happy person..Sumtimes you think U have everything cuz u want to pretend everythings fine so you wont hurt .But it was time to grow balls and realize im a mess of hurt with a huge broken heart...Trust is not sumthing I give everyone So ( Read more... )

everything is wrong and no one cares

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME

I cant wait to have so much fun the next couple of days xooxoxoxo

What a shit ball week of feeling like theres nothing left in life ( Read more... )