Here We Go Again

[jachoblake]

Guess I'll try to make another one of those thoughtful posts. Sorry if this one touches a nerve with anyone. Just keep in mind that I'm not targeting anyone with this. These are my thoughts for the moment. I'm putting them in a lj cut to make it easier on you who don't want to read.

Comments

[silence_so_easy]

You can't think too much. You can't ask too many questions. Life is about finding the truth about what life is about. If there is a question, it has an answer, and when that answer is found it only uncovers more questions. Don't believe in final answers, but believe in answers. If you don't, you'll end up like "bush_fanatic" and believe in something without knowing why, and you'll probably end up being a fanatic about Bush, too, and nobody wants to be like that. I'm just kidding, bush_fanatic. But if you're going to say you believe in something, don't whip around and question yourself. I mean, come on, Reincarnation?!!? Hahaha

[kanoi_trace]

Has anyone ever considered doing that? Just getting up and leaving everything you've ever cared about, dreamed about, loved, hated, and just all around interact with behind?
You have no clue how much I wish to do this. Is it really worth staying around for a few good things when you feel like the world is collapsing on you? Not too sure about that myself, but I just know at times I feel like it's the only choice while at others I feel like there's no reason to leave.

Also, the friend thing, I feel like a lot of people feel that way about me, and maybe you do too, but in instances like this you only have two choices. Either a) Give people the benefit of the doubt until they makes these thoughts known or b) completely dump everyone out of your life. So yeah, both have consequences, but I guess you just have to figure out which is worse for you.

[jachoblake]

guess in your situation i got smacked with b

[kanoi_trace]

Look, if you want to talk fine, but I'm tired of trying to be friends with someone who acts like they couldn't care less about me, it hurts too much. You don't treat me like a friend and I'm tired of trying so hard to keep up a friendship I feel isn't mutual. Also, the reason I took you off my list is because of two reason; the one I just stated and also that I felt I couldn't post freely with you looking in. That may change, I don't know, but trust me, originally I had no intent of completely dropping you out of my life. I feel now though, that until you can start treating me like a friend it's just not worth trying to keep. Please don't be mad about this, but I'm tired of hurting and for the time being this is the best decision I can make to stop it all. Maybe one day we can be real friends again. Even still, I'll always be here to talk to if you want.

[jachoblake]

Ya know hun, if you could take two seconds out and look at your actions/listen to your own advice, you'll come to find out very soon that you're a major hypocrit. Hypocracy seems to be the only thing you ever preach. Oh, I've been talking with some people and I've found out a hell of a lot more about what you've been doing than you think. You felt like a sister to me. But oh hell no, not anymore. Going around telling people everything we've done. Kicking me from your friends list for no reason, starting an argument 3/4 of the times I try to talk with you... Yeah, great way to keep a friendly relationship. I've been nice. I've kept quiet. But this, is the last straw. originally I had no intent of completely dropping you out of my life.--I have basically just erased him from my life and I couldn't be happier.; I don't particualarly enjoy being acused by 5 different people in one night of being an awful person when I had no intent of that. Ever think that they might be right? 5 on one? But of course, Just goes to show what you people