Mike gets it. Anna gets it. Josh and Alexa get it. Robert Banks (I'm pretty sure) gets it. I think the Dans get it. I know one does for sure. No one else gets it. I get it, but I don't get why. I don't think anyone else does either. Maybe God.

Today I took Diego out to see the snow. He hated it. He would from time to time peek his head out from my hoodie and look at the falling snow and what had already gathered on the ground, cars and houses, and then promptly shut himself back in my jacket and remain bundled up around my armpit. For a moment, he was pretty cute for being such an ( Read more... )

I miss my brother :( But otherwise, life is pretty good. Work Sucks, but for whom doesn't it? I've had the same song stuck in my head for about a week. I listen to it constantly, but that's not uncommom. See: Nim Vind - The Fashion of Fear, and Muse - Map of the Problematique.

Besides being drunk last night, I was also being melodramatic on here. Blahblah boohoo, I'm going to kill myself. I know, it's always the same thing, and I'm saying the same thing as everyone else that's tiring of it as well, Shut the fuck up or do it already, James. Well, anyone that really knows me knows that I love some people, namely friends ( Read more... )

When I woke up this morning I was catatonic; I couldn't move a muscle, no matter how hard I tried. That's how depressed I was. Really, 27 is going to be it, I think.

( This is what I woke up to today: )

The question that has been heard by everyone: Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurts?

If you can answer yes to it, that's some pretty powerful love, indeed, but I believe I've found something even stronger. The kind of love I feel is so strong that you don't consider being best friends settling, rather, that it's a great honor to be ( Read more... )

Today I learned about fire tornados and volcanos erupting lightning, and that nature can be really metal sometimes.

I imagined my brother trying to kiss a girl and have been laughing much too hard for much too long. I'm sorry Ryan, but you'll always be a fat little baby in a crib who I taught to swear. Well, that fat little baby who grew up shy; except when he's drunk and trying to get my girl friends to take off their shirts in the hot tub.

I hate watching people who are absolutely awful at video games. I like to think of myself as pretty good at them, that I have descent decent timing and puzzle/problem solving skills. Let's take me watching Mike's brother, Brian, playing the Legend of Zelda. He's awful. I keep having to tell him, Open your eyes, Brian. Look at your surroundings, ( Read more... )