i don't get people. people claim to be your friend. you text them and they never respond back. you send emails and no emails back. you edit audios and them and...and well no thanx back. ya know fuck people. you contact people with a simple "hi" and you get nothing in return. everyone i know can go fuck themselves.
it's funny how much a week can change. last week i was having hot sex in a restroom bathroom inside a bar and this week i'm home alone baking cookies.
i really don't know what i want. but i i've come to the conclusion i know what i want. i want a boyfriend. i wanna stand on the subway platform and i wanna sing "n&r" with someone that makes me so
i really don't know who i am anymore. did some things that well aren't things to shout from the roof tops and tell people. i pride myself on being free and after tonight kinda thinking maybe that really isn't me. i'm so confused about the real me anymore will write more tomorrow.