by the looks of it, im headed downhill.

i got shafted and now get either a triple, quad, or overflow(4-6 people) dorm room cuz they recieved my payment later. oh well, i am acutally kinda lookin forward to it cuz its gonna be like real world or something.

and i miss him so much. i dont want to move on.

does everything in life really always happen for a reason?

it almost seems like we say that just to have a sense of security, or just something to say when things dont go perfectly cause we hate to admit that bad things can happen for no reason

mwahahahaha i owe the library $85.35

:) i couldnt be happier.

4th of july was awesome :)

im going back to corrupting myself until i hate myself for being corrupted.

"Have you ever felt so helpless
When the walls built to protect us
Suddenly are gone
And you hate everything that's breathing
The life you're used to cheating
Has finally caught on"

so yesterday was graduation. my last day of high school stuff ever. its wierd, i dont even know what to think, but then again i cant really think righ tnow cuz its too early for me and i need sleep. it was awesome how all my relatives showed up though, i never thought they cared that much. but yeah no more high school is a wierd thought, i am gona ( Read more... )

well its been a whiel livejournal and updatings pretty pointless. im pretty much done with ranting in this thing but oh well. well there are 2 more weeks until i am out of high school. its still pretty unrealistic to me, but itll hit me soon enough. im stoked for summer, its gonna be the best one ever cause i said so and i want to see everyone ( Read more... )