Entry: Truth
Title: Incomplete and Feeling Alt Title: Two Sides of One Coin
Rating: T- mainly because it's weirdly worded and will probably confuse younger and maybe older readers.
Genre: shrugs you tell me.
Warnings: Um the middle is hard to understand.
Pairings/Characters: None/Kanna
Author: kyuubisango
Summary: She wasn't incomplete. She'd ended. She'd feared it. She'd been.
Same Coin, Different Values
Incomplete and Feeling were part of the same coin. Opposite bound together their line blurred by time. Their values raised high and low for each person depending on what they saw for beauty. For Kanna their difference meant she be like she wanted. So she sought to split these halves apart and be both.
Incomplete
Truth was the boldface of things. The simple blaring inescapable plain there. Truth was everything and yet absolutely nothing. It simply was plain no false created words put into lie.
Kanna was plain, simple, nothing. She would be truth if only she was something and nothing. She wasn't. She was not there. Not null existence or void for both were something and nothing.
Kanna didn't have truth. There couldn't be truth. She was outside of it. The not there followed the path of the gone, there, here. She walked the path of space, dimension, time as if it was hers and nothing else.
Kanna's beginning was nowhere as was her end. Which meant she could not be.
If she was being Kanna would follow souls from beginning through now to end. Trying to convince one or another to stay with her forever. Fill her void make her whole. Still, since she had neither of start and end she could only follow through now. Most souls were then taken. If they weren't they did want to be taken.
When Naraku had brought Kanna physically from her “path”. He'd told her he was truth, existence, law. Kanna knew this be not but followed anyway. She knew he could not make her real, truth but he could fill her partially with that of purpose and make her a not there existing lie.
Kanna had had a soul once but was not happy with limited life and denied end. That's how she became what she was. By denying all creation,destruction, existence.
Long since has Kanna forgotten this and still she searched.
Feeling
She wanted to feel so badly.
Being emotionless was hard.
Her sister Kagura had said if she was free she wouldn't be emotionless. That she needed to help her defeat Naraku and earn their freedom.
What was that? Freedom? Was it just like truth? Being existing? Kanna didn't know. She didn't understand. Everyone else understood. Everybody but her.
When Kagura died she wondered if she'd been free like she'd wanted. Kanna had also wondered if Kagura would want to help her even if she hadn't. If Kagura would be her soul. Her beating heart that would finally help understand what emotions were.
Kanna found Kagura. But Kagura didn't want to be with her. She wanted to be with him that silver haired golden eyed taiyoukai. Sesshomaru.
Kanna had felt something then. Jealousy? She couldn't be sure. She wouldn't ever be.
Again when it came to her death she was...afraid? She didn't know.
All Kanna knew was that she could not continue searching. What she was overlooking was that she had had an end. She wasn't incomplete. She'd ended. She'd feared it. She'd been.
Author's Note: Hope that wasn't too confusing. And hope you enjoyed!
Rating: T- mainly because it's weirdly worded and will probably confuse younger and maybe older readers.
Genre: shrugs you tell me.
Warnings: Um the middle is hard to understand.
Pairings/Characters: None/Kanna
Author: kyuubisango
Summary: She wasn't incomplete. She'd ended. She'd feared it. She'd been.
Same Coin, Different Values
Incomplete and Feeling were part of the same coin. Opposite bound together their line blurred by time. Their values raised high and low for each person depending on what they saw for beauty. For Kanna their difference meant she be like she wanted. So she sought to split these halves apart and be both.
Incomplete
Truth was the boldface of things. The simple blaring inescapable plain there. Truth was everything and yet absolutely nothing. It simply was plain no false created words put into lie.
Kanna was plain, simple, nothing. She would be truth if only she was something and nothing. She wasn't. She was not there. Not null existence or void for both were something and nothing.
Kanna didn't have truth. There couldn't be truth. She was outside of it. The not there followed the path of the gone, there, here. She walked the path of space, dimension, time as if it was hers and nothing else.
Kanna's beginning was nowhere as was her end. Which meant she could not be.
If she was being Kanna would follow souls from beginning through now to end. Trying to convince one or another to stay with her forever. Fill her void make her whole. Still, since she had neither of start and end she could only follow through now. Most souls were then taken. If they weren't they did want to be taken.
When Naraku had brought Kanna physically from her “path”. He'd told her he was truth, existence, law. Kanna knew this be not but followed anyway. She knew he could not make her real, truth but he could fill her partially with that of purpose and make her a not there existing lie.
Kanna had had a soul once but was not happy with limited life and denied end. That's how she became what she was. By denying all creation,destruction, existence.
Long since has Kanna forgotten this and still she searched.
Feeling
She wanted to feel so badly.
Being emotionless was hard.
Her sister Kagura had said if she was free she wouldn't be emotionless. That she needed to help her defeat Naraku and earn their freedom.
What was that? Freedom? Was it just like truth? Being existing? Kanna didn't know. She didn't understand. Everyone else understood. Everybody but her.
When Kagura died she wondered if she'd been free like she'd wanted. Kanna had also wondered if Kagura would want to help her even if she hadn't. If Kagura would be her soul. Her beating heart that would finally help understand what emotions were.
Kanna found Kagura. But Kagura didn't want to be with her. She wanted to be with him that silver haired golden eyed taiyoukai. Sesshomaru.
Kanna had felt something then. Jealousy? She couldn't be sure. She wouldn't ever be.
Again when it came to her death she was...afraid? She didn't know.
All Kanna knew was that she could not continue searching. What she was overlooking was that she had had an end. She wasn't incomplete. She'd ended. She'd feared it. She'd been.
Author's Note: Hope that wasn't too confusing. And hope you enjoyed!