today...i looked at a video of the attacks on 9-11...not for any special reason...just that i havent seen it since it was actually happening...and i was rather curious...when i watched it i felt enraged...i dont know why...when it was happening live...i was scared...but when i watched it again...i was furious...angry...i dont know...quah perhaps... ( Read more... )

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I Officially have a favorite song...i never have before...so Jordan heres your answer...lol...Wake Me Up When September Ends...took me awhile to realize it...i mean...i had been listning to it WAY before the video came out...and always liked it...i liked it more then all the other songs on American Idiot...but now i realize i LOVE it!

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hahahahahahaha...chris man...lol...its ok...i think you fell asleep...but anyway...today right...its like 90 something degrees...and it does not help any when your on black asphalt and shiny planes reflecting the light of the sun making the heat WORSE and im doing my walk around the plane...making sure everything is ok...and its not he plane i ( Read more... )

blah...flight school...blah...getting a new computer...BUT THATS SO AWESOME...ive been waiting FOREVER for a computer that ONLY I CAN USE..every time i get a computer (which has been twice...one was the one my dad gave me...and the other was the one i am using as i type this)...theres always some alternative use it gets put to then everyone else is ( Read more... )

Check your communities thing for an invitation to the new community...

i just want to run...not away from home...but from everything else...all the things that haunt me...everything that reminds me life is not perfect...i want to be done...with everything...start over...maybe i'll just wake up and this would have all been a nightmare...i'll take that over admitting this is all real...heaven calls me and i run to it...

i havent updated in a while i kno i kno...ive been rather busy...today i watched Daniel for awhile while Sharda had to take Cristian to the doctor...he wasnt feeling well and if hes not feeling well by tmmrrw night then he will have to go to the hospital yet again...AND i got to see Noah...he looks a lot diffrent...more like a baby...hes really ( Read more... )

had a normal day today...it was pleasant...i went to circuit city to buy a new USB Flash Drive...the last one i had broke and i lost some stuff that i hated myself for losing...its nothing special its 512 mb...i may get a 1G when i get a job..there about..well the one i want is a little over 100...TOMMORROW i get to hang out with sharda and ( Read more... )

saw the new baby the other day...this weekend me and my mom might get to watch him for a bit...along with daniel...no one has been online lately...its so boring...nothing to do...and i cant use my phone because NEXTEL SUCKS...and i have to wait until next JUNE until i can switch to either tmobile or cingular...i think im going to switch to tmobile ( Read more... )