Comments | ixamxfe_y: Oh, vie. Oh, life.

ixamxfe_y

Oh, vie. Oh, life.

Aug 23, 2009 22:17

If it’s not anxiety or sleeplessness, it’s depression. I love life. Every day, the insecure part of me is feeling like I’m getting more and more hopeless at functioning normally around others. I get paranoid that people are out to purposely hurt me when the practical part of me insists that there’s no reason for them to. All my thoughts are ( Read more... )

sucks, blah, life, stupid issues that only i seem to have

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ixamxfe_y August 25 2009, 05:05:37 UTC

3) Thank you kindly, someday I may accumulate a few more years.
4) I think that was a very perceptive and wise-like sort of thing to say. I think it's finding a balance between the world inside and the world outside.
7) They get dirty very quickly.
8) It made me happy to read that. ^_^

squirmelia August 24 2009, 08:10:30 UTC

Whine if it helps to get it all out.

Red Converse are fine and all, but I want Circuit Board Converse. Or, perhaps not to have lost one of my all black Converse somewhere in California. I think with any Converse, if you stare at them for too long, they end up looking somehow like clown shoes, especially if you wear ones that are a few sizes too big for you. I still wear them anyway.

ixamxfe_y August 25 2009, 04:50:39 UTC

Yeah, I guess it's better than keeping it all bottled up.

I don't know those, unfortunately (I'm terrible at keeping up with anything fashion-wise). And yes, I know what you mean, that's why I don't like the high-tops. The shorter ones are better, though, though the effect can still be pretty bad if you're wearing the wrong thing. Like my mom and I switched shoes once because her heels were killing her and she was wearing a long skirt and it looked reasonably...yikes.

sweetlyxabsurd August 25 2009, 04:13:15 UTC

I'm sorry things aren't going well for you and I sincerely wish that I had some mind-blowing advice to offer (but I'm just a stupid bum seventeen year old and not the always useful wise-old man possessing infinities worth of knowledge; then again, do those even exist outside of books and movies?)

Annnd there goes my ramble reflex. I'm probably making things worse with each spew of words. Feel free to make fun of me for you own amusement, if it helps. :P Anyways-- I hope everything gets better for you soon. <3

ixamxfe_y August 25 2009, 04:43:40 UTC

Lolz, it's okay. Just knowing that people are reading this and listening and bothering to comment means a lot already. :)
I'm fairly certain we're just as awkward as each other when it comes to making things better. So I understand. :)