I don't really know what to write about. I just had the urge to update for some reason. Most of the things that I want to say, I can't really write about in here, cause they're kinda private ( Read more... )

"It's not about who you've known the longest...It's about who has come into your life and never left your side."

I love you, Brad! You are my best friend and you're always there for me. Thank you so much!!

Why am I such a selfish jerk?

Why can't I consider his feelings instead of just my own?

My parents are probably right. I am suffocating him.

But I miss him.

I need him.

Why am I always torn between what I want to do and what I need to do?

This sucks...

A-Age: 18 ( Read more... )

I still miss Brad. He's coming back to Indiana late tomorrow night, but he won't get back home til Monday. I talked to him last night. He's having lots of fun, etc. I bet he smells, though. In fact, I bet they all smell. When you go on trips like that, there's just an overall rebellion to bathing. Oh well. He'll shower before I see him. I hope ( Read more... )

I can't dream anymore since you left
I miss you singing me to sleep
I can't wake anymore in your arms
I miss you singing me to sleep
Cheer up my friends all say...
And I can't stop pretending
That you're forever mine

Okay, I've decided that Crimson Fallout's website is so incredibly out of date. I love those guys to death, trust me. But Tommy just turned 18 and it says he's still 16 on the site. Plus Brad doesn't have a bio and Wil's not even mentioned. All those in favor of CF getting their site updated, post a comment. Do it for the fans! And if you know of ( Read more... )

I miss him so much. I mean, he's coming home on Monday. It's not that long, is it? YES! It is. It's so long from now. I need him. I want to be with him. I mean, it's not as if we see each other every day and I could use a little time away from him. I see him once, MAYBE twice a week. And when school starts, I'll be up at ONU and he'll be down here ( Read more... )

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My mother is doing splendidly. She came home the day after her surgery and is reasting most of the time. She's going to the doctor tomorrow to get checked up on and all that jazz ( Read more... )