I hope everyday you look in the mirror you see all of the amazing memories we've had. Like me finally jumping into your arms, our first kiss, standing in front of Chesire Toys as I saw the baby in the pool, Me falling asleep in your arms in the car ride home.
I hope you remember it all , because you asked to have it ripped apart. Never again can you look at me knowing I am yours.
It hurts too know that i STILL care about you, and that I COULD have you back if I wanted to, but for once, I'm not going to let myself be abused by you, by others, and myself.
fuckin genius dude. she (points upward to sams comment) deserved better. you fucked up, but move on and learn from your obvious mistake. next time you get someone in your life that you can say with some shred of confidence is actually literally "keeping you alive" fuckin be a man and act like you mean it. and remember, god only gave you enough blood in your body to think with one head at a time, and you just have to learn which one is slightly more important than the other. it does no good to call you a 'piece of shit' or a motherfucker or anything like that, because youre still just a kid, fuck man, we're all just kids, and we fuck up, its what we do. but the best thing you can do is beat your head against a wall for a minute or two, then just get on with life, never forgetting how horrible and experience this was for the both of you.
of course not. and it will burn. it will burn like a motherfucker. but there isnt a thing you can do about it, except grin and bear it. and if you ever forget how this made you feel, then you may end up doing it again, and next time you do something like that, the list of people supporting you and helping you back on your feet will probably be substantially smaller. What ever you get, you deserve, but just remember that you brought it upon yourself, and you won't be bitter. But unless you change your ways, its only going to get worse for you in high school. If a guy pulls shit like that with the wrong girl at my high school, he leaves school with a black eye and a missing testicle...
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I hope everyday you look in the mirror you see all of the amazing memories we've had.
Like me finally jumping into your arms, our first kiss, standing in front of Chesire Toys as I saw the baby in the pool, Me falling asleep in your arms in the car ride home.
I hope you remember it all , because you asked to have it ripped apart.
Never again can you look at me knowing I am yours.
It hurts too know that i STILL care about you, and that I COULD have you back if I wanted to, but for once, I'm not going to let myself be abused by you, by others, and myself.
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I'm afraid to write in your lj about this subject cause...people will probably mentally attack me
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