I'm ready, I'm ready to drop

Who am I? Seriously. And when did I become this person? I used to be SO independent, and now I can't stand being alone. I had so many dreams for the future, I was so headstrong and self-assured, and now I have no idea what I want. I was waiting. And that was okay.

Oh, I'm ready, I'm ready so don't stop, I'm ready ( Read more... )

"It's hard to see the future with tears in your eyes."

So here's the deal. I need a new AIM screen name. I'm tired of LandiDaLobster. I was thinking "A Jayne" maybe. Whatcha think? Or maybe something with A and Jayne and something else in it. Like... I don't know. Ideas?

PS- Serious update about life here at UCI is coming soon.

PPS- I want to get a tat. Serious.

So I'm a college student.

Tomorrow = the Augustana show at the House of Blues Downtown. I'm borderline stoked for it. I saw them (briefly) with Arianna when they opened for the Goo Goo Dolls/Counting Crows at the end of June. I got a copy of their CD and pretty much fell in love with it. I'm also excited because concerts have a tendency to remind me that it would be a ( Read more... )

"Love is based on imagination..."

"It's not only imagination, it's the distortion of the vision. You suddenly think, this person is idealistic, this person is strong, this person has dreams, when you know better most of the time. You put what you want to see on people. But I like that. I don't want to dig in the truth all of the time. Let me

I've had this journal for almost two years. I think at the end of the summer I'm going to start a new one. Or just let this one sit here untouched in all it's glory, collecting e-dust. ;D

Honestly I'm no longer the person that the entries archived here depict. I wish I was. I used to be. If I knew how to go back to the place I was in I would run ( Read more... )

I will hear from Barnard by the second week of July. Gah, I want it so bad.

I'm thinking that from now until the end of the summer I'm just going to focus on preparing for college, applying for scholarships, and saving money. Oh, and saying goodbye. But there are really very few people I care to say goodbye to.

...she does not walk she runs ( Read more... )

I'm at work right now. It's really cold and I'm by myself in the office today and nothing is happening since it's a holiday ( Read more... )

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