oh man i had so much fun last night! it sucked that kelly couldn't come but i ended up having a good time. admittedly i was a bit nervous about going out with amy adn tina and their bfs cuz i never really talked to them, and i still have this voice in my head that says ppl won't like me. but as it turned out i am very much liked, yay :) anyway i ( Read more... )

a haircut has done wonders for my attitude.....maybe because if i get stressed i can't really get a good grip onmy hair to pull at it in anger. hehe. Anyway I am currently constructing a fort in my room.....i feel i need a place to hide.....and just be invisible ( Read more... )

i miss my papa

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i was at work sweating like a 5oo lb man wearing sweatpants in Jamaica. no water diaper changin'; tiem was interesting..2 ppl changed 1 held the flashlight..lol...we had enough generator power for the hall lights but not enough for the rooms....oh yeah and did i mention i work ina geriatri/ psych ward? it was an intersting night yet amazingly ( Read more... )

I HAVE RETURNED!!!!! i am no longer in internet exile ......yay for me!

but i pose a question for you all......

i have a pic i want to put on facethejury.com but it is tooo fucking big..how do i shrink it? or is there anyone who would take a good pic or 2 of me for the site?

thank you for your time....njfbvubglruihgaifajvrfunhrouhronhr

well folks the internet problem is being solved finally!! it was aour 2wire box. a ne one is being fed-ex'd to our lovely home as i type! yay for me....in 2 -3 days i will be sane again ( Read more... )

i have no internet. i am at the library using their's. adn i am going to kill someone or something if i can't get my 2wire working soon. 2wire being my internet provider. its those damn squirrels chewing on our lines again! i know i sound crazy but its true! they have done it in the past and now they will pay dearly for it!!!!!!! ( Read more... )

so a few nights ago i had a dream that i was gettin' freaky with my ol' Big Blue vibrater. He passed on a couple months ago......but seriously i find it really fucking odd that out of all the PEOPLE i could have sex dreams about, i dream about a fucking toy!! i mean don't get me wrong, it was a good vibrater but for pete's sake!!! i can't even get ( Read more... )

life is good again. yay.