overwhelmed

[itsonlymenow]

Sitting upstairs in a familiar cafe where the barista greeted me "So nice to see you!  It's been awhile!"  The combination of warm air and a warm drink.  Windows let in some breeze while i sit here typing on a round table big enough for about 6 of me to crowd around.  About to get out my book and start studying, but all i could do was

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[kt_blu]

firstly, i'd like to say that you write beatifully, i'm sure you could use that passion in a professional arena, if you haven't already done so

[itsonlymenow]

i reallyreally needed to hear this. i try to put things all into perspective...the fact that my father actually still lives with my mother no matter how bad the marriage is really sort of a miracle.

i've pretty much given up on me and him having a relationship. i say that, but i know i still try in fruitless ways. and rejection hurts. it's hard for me to believe that it's not a reflection on me? but your probably right.

i'm 22 as well.
you seem like a really beautiful person. the fact that you'd even take the time respond so thoughfully to me.
i'm about to read your journal.
nice to meet you!

[kt_blu]

well happy reading lol, but it's not that interesting trust me...more of a venting place for my inner unarticulated thoughts - if anyhting you read is triggering i apoligise in advance

[kt_blu]

ps again i really hope i haven't triggered or upset you, it wasn't my intention.

and thankyou so much for calling me a beatiful person :) that's such a lovely thing to say, and it means so much, really. i hope i havent made you feel bad in any way, i'm sorry if i was a little too blunt. like i said block out anything hurtful, and that includes anything i have said. stay strong xxx

[itsonlymenow]

it DOES feel like most people on here are younger