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[itsalrightjanet]

Since my friend Sarah got a Livejournal, I think I'll start writing in this about as much as I used to. I have serious things on my mind alot, but I can't share them on Myspace without running the risk of being deleted from people's friends list. Of course if something as little as me sharing my thoughts gets me deleted, then they probably weren'

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[igotkooties]

That's so stupid! Do they even have to know that you're a male? You can pull off female really easily, so it's not like you look like one of those frat boys on Halloween. The clientele wouldn't even have to know you're transgendered.

OR... go to the interview as a "flamboyant gay man", and show up your first day as Ms. Toni. And if they fire you, you can sue them. Aren't there laws now about getting fired based on this stuff?

crossroads

[purplelotus13]

I know what you mean. I used to feel the exact same way. There were all these things I wanted to do, but either I lacked motivation or I lacked direction. So I sat and spun my wheels for ages. I'll tell you what helped me. There were several things. First, I quit smoking pot (for the most part). I don't know if you partake of the ganja or not, but it helped my clear my head. I also started meditating. And I started seeing a therapist. And finally, probably the most important thing, is that I started surrounding myself with people who were motivated. People's energy will rub off on you. If you are surrounded by people you like and respect and they are doing something, you can't help but want to also be part of something. Not always what THEY are a part of per se, but just part of something. Taking the first step is the hardest, but once you take that one, the universe will help you along if you let it