Something beautiful, a new chance

[its_the_ball]

Hm...so funny how a dream can awaken fears in you that you didn't even know you had.
[being hurt again, abandoned again, yet again not chosen]
I'm beginning to see my casual, nonchalant approach for what it is, or rather, was...a defense mechanism.
I was never casual. I was scared.
And though I'm given no reason to be scared now, no excuse for anything

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[hullopretty]

So, I miss you and the girls a lot. Just thought I'd tell you.

<3

[its_the_ball]

Aw, I miss you too!
I kinda want to visit again sometime this semester. :)