sometimes i just wish i could say most of the things that i want to say...it would make life so much easier for me.....

also wish i wasnt so doubtful and pessimistic about things

im such a fuck up

damn sundays are depressing

for some reason vh1 voted this song the #1 awesomely bad song ( Read more... )

yess another really really fun day....i love it. so much happened today that i cant remember most of it so im just gonna give a quick rundown. taco bell after school, then road trip to atlantic city w/ kevin, bilal, matty g, maj, megan k. ride there was fun...singing of course, i wouldnt have it any other way. sang dmx all the way up the parkin ( Read more... )

May I have all of your attention please ( Read more... )

yea well saturday was prom. it was ehhhhhhh. i danced a little bit. but im glad me and fred got to surprise most people...since it seemed a good amount of people had already found out ahead of time....gaaay. i was all in a not great mood after prom because i told everyone i wasnt gonna have fun and they didnt believe me, but i went anyway to ( Read more... )

alright well im sure most of u know what happened, and also that my brother was involved. i wish i was better w/ words cuz this is gonna come out sounding all retarded. i didnt really know him that well, but my brother was good friends w/ him and stuff and thats whats makin this so difficult for me. it hurts me so much havin to see him have to ( Read more... )

why does life gotta suck so much?

yea so im back from floridia now....it was pretty sweeet. some of the rides were awesome. i really dont feel like typing all too much. i guess the only thing i really wanted to write was that im really really really really confused w/ some shit right now and it really really really really upsets me a lotta the time. but i guess shit will work ( Read more... )