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[its_dare]

School was... wierd. Like, Mr. Rainer just died yesterday, and everyone's in mourning. But, like, I see people around me sobbing, crying. And, I mean, I guess it's because I'm not in band, and I didn't know him as well, but I just feel completely apathetic. Like, it's sad, the situation, but I can't FEEL sad. I don't even know what I've been

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[spottedcricket]

Yeah, I know what you mean. I just feel, empty kinda. Like, something that's getting partially full, but not all the way. So that it's hard to experience that feeling for long anymore. I didn't know him either, so I have no impulse to break down and cry, you know?

[almost_eatable]

Yeah I know. Seeing those girls crying in orchestra made me almost want to cry too :'( but I didn't know him either. I almost feel bad because they're all crying and I'm not, you know?

~ you're right. :P