Cell Phone Post

[italian_shrieks]

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[notalfredjones]

Lovi, did you want to go to homecoming?

[notalfredjones]

Well if you do want to come, I'll probably be there.

[lildeviltype]

is noon okay?

[italian_shrieks]

Fine.

[lildeviltype]

good, be ready and outside by then

[italian_shrieks]

I will dammit.

[notalfredjones]

Lovi, I went after Al, Don't worry, I'll be back eventually.

[italian_shrieks]

Okay. Why are you telling me?

[notalfredjones]

So you don't worry.

[italian_shrieks]

Matt, where are you going?

[voicemail since I know he won't pick up]

[notalfredjones]

[silence for a while]

I'm sorry. I can't say anything to make this better, I know, and I can't lie.

Lovi,...Lovino. I kissed him because I like him. I kiss you because I love you. And I can't explain why I like you both but it was the biggest mistake to do that to him and to you and now I'll get neither of you and I want you both, which is stupid and selfish and--[deep breath]

I know you won't talk to me. So. I'm sorry Lovi. I still love you. Always will. So. Thank you for loving me however short that was.

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[lildeviltype]

I know you don't want to talk to me. But we need to eventually. When we were in the mountains, I actually thought that we could become friends, but I guess I screwed that up too. I'm sorry.