Today was awesome!...so much better than yesterday...i hung out with nick and dave the whole day...i rode nicks moped...it was so much fun...we went up to prickets mill to run...i wound up riding with dave on the moped cause im out of shape and because i had a really bad cramp...we're suppose to go to the movies tomorrow but i dont knwo how were ( Read more... )

today was one of the worst days ever...never have i ever felt like i wanted to run away or disapear as much as i did today...everything feels hopeless...and i feel all alone in the world...i dont know who i am anymore...and i dont know how to find out...i liked who i was but im gonna get busted on about it either way...my life has been torn apart ( Read more... )

today was kinda fun...i hung out with the guys across the street...we had a water gun fight...it was a lot of fun...i would have much rather gone to the warped tour but my mom has to be mean and not let me go...everyone was gone today...it was sad...im deffinitly going next year and i dont care what she says ( Read more... )

today was boring...i was hoping john collin and keith would come over...but keith went over collins so i just figured i wouldnt even bother ( Read more... )

good lord its only the forth...i thought it was the eleventh!...damn there is something wrong with me...

i miss how things used to bewell i have decided, with the help of john, that this year sucks ass...it needs to be over right now...is been boring as hell and everything has changed and it needs to go back to the ( Read more... )

well apparently my cousin likes to kick while sleeping...and i cant get back to sleep so i figured i would write in this ( Read more... )

things that i have realized ( Read more... )

i just got home from wildwood...i was down there for a week with patty...we had the BEST time...me, patty, and her cousin sandy hung out the whole week at the beach...i met this kid joe at the water park...hes actually really good looking...we have a lot in common too...i got his screen name so hopefully i'll talk to him sometime...i also met these ( Read more... )

im leaving for wildwood tomorrow morning for about a week or so...i dont think there are any computers where im staying so i probably wont update until i get back...i should be packing right now but i just dont feel up to it...i dont even know why im updating this...there really isnt anything more to say ( Read more... )