Typical doctor rant behind cut...

only I'm too lazy to cut.

I paid 50 for 3 minutes of my doctor trying to find the blood results that I thought were so important I must be seen soon...oh wait they can wait 3 months.

50 dollars 3 minutes no info....I wish it weren't so expensive to try and find another doctor.

I would like to stop having nightmares...now...please.
I'd like to get some sleep, no more waking up crazy with crazy anxiety.
I'd like it to stop.

I need to change seizure docs. Is it too much to ask that if a pharmacy calls in a prescription at like 10 am on the last day of your week (thursday cause he loves having 3 day weekends) That you would make sure they got their before the weekend. I mean it is LIFE threatening if I don't have medication. I am dependent on the meds...you have ( Read more... )

to realize that one of your good friends who you've known since 2nd grade baseball and school from 6th til early college just got married, and that of the people there few faces were recognizable...how time changes us all

7 months without a seizure. 7 months that I have been able to remember the whole month and not be in the hospital. hip hip hooray

got a virus that cleared everything my grents had put on their comp in the last two years. 3 years...who knows....
streaming Mallrats...no fuckin joke

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beat off so fast that the skin is peeling off my hands or those chemicals the other day really fucked up the skin on my hands...lol

fuck this shit.
I called it
Unhappy for ever, why?
cause for some reason I won't let myself get close to happiness, at least not anymore. Fuck

weak

this shit sucks. so bad. my roommate has no clue how fucking lazy she is. I try to make her understand but she doesn't get it ( Read more... )