Im fucking losing everybody i love to alcohol ( Read more... )

todays my third day home from school ( Read more... )

Its come to my attention that an old childhood friend of mine and my brother's has died last week.

hit by a car on a nearby street.

we knew him from the YMCA summer day camp, when we went all those years.

I havent seen him or his family for at least 4 or 5 years, but im somewhat stricken by this.

not sure how to feel.

Just once. itd feel so good. to let everything out again ( Read more... )

I hate to say it ( Read more... )

ok so my birthday (my real one) was tuesday. it was alright ( Read more... )

today in a nutshell ( Read more... )

Alright. Im human. I'm alive, i felt something today. We'll get into it later ( Read more... )

Everythings been so off this past week. And peoplve noticed - which sorta makes me feel something. I dunno what, but so long as im feeling something i know im still human ( Read more... )

But thats ok.
Death is still so intriguing.