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[ismschism]

I've always thought of dreams as alternate realities, realities in which we visit and interact with. They're the conduit to seeing the possibilities life has to offer. They exist as unrealized existances, unrealized because the choices and directions we've made have led us to this point in time. Dreams are meer figiments of what could have been,

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Re: lover

[ismschism]

You absolutley do matter!! You were an absolutley huge part of my life during that time and you still are. I'm so so sorry if that made you feel like you don't matter. I guess I was pretty much writing about what had then that I DON'T have now, and since you ARE here, and NOT hundreds of miles away, I left you out of that whole rant. And it's not because I don't miss you or miss seeing you all the time. I was lamenting over something that I am never going to have again, something that is completely unsalvageable

lover

[xxalmostfamous]

dude i don't think that you are awkward. maybe I"M awkward.... maybe you don't feel so comfortable in philly. but yeah we are busy and a 40 min drive does suck when you work fulltime at a taxing job.

i understand. twas my ego so nothing

man i miss those days. i never thought i would say that!! I don't miss them at all really, but I do...its strange. I miss being taken care of and yeah the freedom- if we were only 18 or 21 but still living at home. but oh well thats not our reality so no sense in even thinking about what was because it isnt now, and NOW is what really matters. So think of how to make yourself happier by hanging out with me. And by planning other things.