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Fic: More Than I Deserve (Kate/Kevin)

Dec 14, 2007 20:52

Title: More Than I Deserve
Rating: PG
Summary: For the first time in a year, she feels like she had always felt when she was with Kevin. Safe. Comfortable. Loved.
Disclaimer: I do not own Lost. At all. I wish but alas...
Author's Note: Used for philosophy_20, prompt #13: love beyond desire.

( For the first time in a year, she feels like she had always felt when she was with Kevin. Safe. Comfortable. Loved. )

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isis2015 December 15 2007, 10:18:08 UTC

I've worked different angles on why Kate married Kevin. I don't think she intended to run, but I do think that a part of her married him because he really loved her, and, we know from her past, that she's never really been the priority for the people who should have loved her unconditionally.

In the end, though, when it comes right down to it, I ca see Kate/Kevin working out before Jack/Kate or Kate/Sawyer make it long-term. So I thought I'd play with that idea in this fic.

I'm glad you liked it, and thank you for reading. :)

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isis2015 December 16 2007, 03:54:51 UTC

Thank you! :D I'm glad to hear it.

eponine119 January 6 2008, 07:29:28 UTC

Aww, I like this. Kate's fears ring true, and his loving her anyway appeals to the sap in me, I guess.

isis2015 January 6 2008, 07:38:16 UTC

I recently got this idea in my head that Kate and Kevin are meant to be together. Why? I don't know. Maybe the triangle dynamic has gone stale for me and left me with cold feelings toward both sides, but I like the idea of Kate and Kevin giving it a second try, because I really believe Kate loved him and that they might work if she really tried at it. I can't say I'd say the same thing for Jack/Kate or Kate/Sawyer.

I'm glad you liked this, hun. :) Thanks for reading.

elise_509 January 27 2008, 05:52:11 UTC

This is really fabulous. I like that Kevin comes to see her and he still loves her, even after everything. We don't know much about Kevin because we only saw him for such a short time, but I completely believe that he could forgive her all and love her again. Great piece!

isis2015 January 27 2008, 05:56:17 UTC

For a while, I got this idea in my head that Kevin is the one that Kate is meant to be with. I don't know if I've let go of that idea yet, but it's this thought that lingers in the back of my mind. Yes, we only saw him for a little while, but it was clear how much they loved each other, and I always kind of wonder how things would go if they got another shot.

I'm glad you liked it, hun! :) Thanks.

luna481516 February 3 2008, 04:20:21 UTC

This is lovely. I can imagine Kevin feeling this way still.
Because I didn’t think you could still love me, if you knew who I really was
That's the essence of Kate's issues with everyone; one I don't know if she'll ever get over.
The ending with her palm on the glass is so evocative of the Hydra glass too.
Very nice!

isis2015 February 3 2008, 04:29:08 UTC

I don't know that Kate will ever get over it either. I think it's because of Diane. She was the one person who was supposed to love Kate no matter what, and she turned her in to the police, chose a man that beat her over her own daughter. I think that burned Kate good and well, and she doesn't trust anyone to love her if they really know her.

But, for some reason, I've gotten it into my head that Kevin could be that person that would still love her, that would go back to her even after what she did. And I believe, if she loved him enough to marry him, that there would still be something in her that loves him.

I'm glad you liked this, thank you! :)