Gone Forever

Sep 29, 2010 18:29

Title: Gone Forever
Length: ONESHOT
Pairing: Whatever you want
Genre: Angst
Rated: PG
Summary: He's leaving you behind, but you don't want him to go.

"I made it!  I'm finally going to the college I've always wanted!" he exclaimed happily.
You smile and clap, being happy for him.
But on the inside, you feel pain.
You don't want him to leave.
You want him to stay with you.
He's your best friend and you've been through a lot together.
Now your friendship is coming to an end.
"Isn't this great?" he says, picking you up and spinning you around.
You giggle and smile, trying to fix this memory into our mind.
You want to enjoy these last few moments with each other.
"I'm so proud of you!" you say.
He laughs.
You love his laugh and you're going to miss it.
"You sound like my umma," he teased.
You were going to miss his beautiful voice and his teasing.
He started talking about all that he had planned and what he was going to do.
You smile and nod, seemingly happy for him.
You were happy for him, but you don't want him to go.
You notice that you aren't anywhere in his plans.
There is no mention of coming back.
There is no mention of how much he's going to miss you.
Will he miss you?
Will he even remember you?
Maybe he'll forget about you and never remember all the good times you had together.
"So what do you think?" he asks.
You say that it's a great idea and that he will do well.
You don't want him to see your pain.
You don't want to ruin his dreams.
At the same time, you want him to feel sorry for you and stay with you forever.
You hear his phone vibrate.
He picks it up.
"Aish!  My mom wants me to go home," he says.
"What? So soon?!" you exclaim.
"I won't be gone that long," he says, ruffling your hair.
No, you'll be gone forever...
"I'm going to go now!  Can you help me get my stuff?"
Don't go now...
You help him get all of his things and let your hands linger on his books, his jacket, his backpack.
You want to remember all of these things.
"Thanks a lot! You're the best," he says smiling brightly.
Not enough to make you stay...
You're going to miss his smile.
"Hey can we take a picture together?" you ask hopefully.
He seemed a bit surprised.
"Sure," he says.
You hurry and find your camera.
"Ready? 1-2-3!"
Click!
You look at the picture.
One of his arms is wrapped around your shoulder, the other making a peace sign.
His smile is beautiful and you can't help but smile too.
"Thanks!" you say happily.
"No problem," he says.
He walks over to the door and you follow him.
You open your arms expectantly, silently asking for a hug.
He smiles and wraps his warm arms around you.
You want to stay like this forever.
You know that he'll never hug you again and you'll miss it.
Silently, a tear falls down your cheek.
He lets go and you have to stop yourself from clinging onto him.
He sees another tear fall from your eyes.
"What's wrong?" he asks.
"Nothing," you say, brushing away your tears.
"I'm just happy for you," you say brightly, not wanting him to see how you really feel.
He strokes your cheek and gently kisses you on the lips.
You gasp, not expecting this.
He smiles.
"Well, gotta go!" he says.
He opens the door and walks down the steps.
He waves at you and you wave back.
"Goodbye," you say, barely above a whisper.
He walks farther away, farther and farther until you can't see him anymore.
He's never coming back.
Your hand goes up to your lips and you can still feel his lips against yours, ever so softly.
It was the first and last time that he would ever kiss you.
You feel more tears roll down your cheeks.
Now you're crying like crazy and the tears won't stop.
He's gone forever and you're all alone now.
Goodbye...

A/N: So this is what I'm feeling right now but a different situation.  Sorry for my emo-ness x___x

fanfic, genre: angst

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