Fic: Sexual Healing
Rating: PG
Summary: It was the most freeing feeling in the world
Prompt: Sex Workers for my
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Word Count: 526
Pairings/Characters: Lilly, mentions of Logan/Veronica, Duncan
A/N: I originally didn’t know what to do for this prompt then I realised that I had the perfect character: Lilly :D So I hope you enjoy. This is written for my
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Swinging gracefully around the pole was the one thing she did well. Sure it wasn’t a lifestyle that most people expected from a billionaire’s daughter but it was the one she liked, wanted. She still had her trust fund, she felt no need to give it up but there was something freeing about swinging around a pole, knowing that everyone in the room was looking at her. It was exhilarating.
No one really understood why she did it. Logan seemed to kind of get it but not to the extent that she wanted some to get it. He thought it was because she loved guys, he had told her right before he took off to Europe with her best friend. Sure that was part of it but not the whole story. Duncan had called her a slut and walked the other way. She hadn’t heard from him since. Veronica nodded, like she knew there was a chance that it could happen one day, before she hugged her saying that she couldn’t understand but she didn’t have to. Overall it was a bit of a success. Sure she would like for Duncan to talk to her, reply to her messages or even just accept her friend request on facebook but it wasn’t likely to happen. She could live with that and while Logan and Veronica were travelling in Europe together, pretending that they weren’t more than friends, they at least responded to her and let her know that they were ok with her decision.
The real reason she did it though was simple. It made her feel. There were other times that she felt, sure, but when she was on that stage, hidden away under her persona Mary, it made her feel. Mary could be anyone she wanted her to be during those nights. She could be a shy virgin or a bold seductress. Anything that Lilly could dream up. She wouldn’t be the girl who spent high school cheating on so many people. She couldn’t be the person that slept with college professors, and sometimes their wives, for good grades. She most defiantly wasn’t the person who had an affair with her boyfriend’s father and was very lucky she wasn’t killed. Really Lilly loved that about her.
Mary could be anyone and, most importantly, she wasn’t hindered by Lilly’s mistakes. Instead she got to use the wealth of sexual experience that Lilly had to her advantage whilst not allowing the baggage to weigh her down. That was how it was before Mary, though. Lilly felt like she was constantly haunted by her demons. All the sexual wrong that she had done in her young life before adulthood had set in. That wasn’t the case for Mary though.
It was almost being like a little kid again. Only now she also got to experience grown up things at the same time. She was free, making enough money from tips and jobs to sustain her lifestyle, whilst getting to have as much sex as humanly possible. The rush was amazing. Sure she had been through a lot to get there but she wouldn’t change that for the world.
The end