"Nevermind. I'm not going to get any more involved in your weird inability to know what you want." Isamu is totally not pissy and thinks Sean is being weird. Silly monogamy.
He half-glare at him. "Asking to be lovers," he says quietly, crossing his arms now, "it's like, a decision. I never chose to be your lover, it just happened. Maybe it's different for you, but I can't just...choose to feel something like that."
"...you're being retarded. If you don't love the guy then just say it and be done with it. Sheesh. I don't choose that sort of thing either. I don't think anybody does."
"RRgh!" His hands bunch in his hands and he takes a few deep breathes to calm down. "I love him. As a packmate. I care about him, so much. I don't know if I'm in love with him yet, but I think I can be. I just don't want things to go too fast. It's fucking complicated."
"It's not complicated, you just explained it in two sentences. You've said right there what you want, someone to care about in a family sort of way, that you're having sex with, but not in a 'I want your babies' sort of way. Easy."
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"Tea sucks. I fucking hate tea." Isamu gives Sean a little kick. "You were. I'm a selfish asshole and you got jealous."
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"Yeah well, love's stupid," he mutters letting go.
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"Mm. It's alright. I didn't mind it being stupid."
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"Yeah?"
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"What is your problem?"
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