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[irenak]

You know, it's always very obvious where my state of mind is when I start cutting off all contact with the outside world, even if it's by way of electronic communications only. Sad, really

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[jaina]

You are fast like a ninja, hon, cuz I was just thinking I should e-mail you to see how you were doing.

I'm sorry to hear about kitty. :/ That's never fun. I'm sending good vibes for the job-hunting and the meds, though. Are you on Lexapro? Because oh MAN I had the vivid dreams too. I kind of miss them.

[irenak]

Well, I did graduate from Ninja Tech, so good to see those skills put to use.

Thanks. And I'm on Wellbutrin right now. I got warned about some possible sleep deprivation, but nothing in the way of Bizarre Subconscious Nighttime Meanderings. So, really, could be the meds, could just be me. It's weirding me out, either way.

[jaina]

When I was on the happy pills, I got the feeling that people have variable reactions, so the dream side effect might be a crapshoot. But either way you're not a freak when it comes to it. It was nice when the dreams were interesting, but BOY, not fun when they're nightmares.

[sarcasticval]

I don't know if your dream is better or worse than my recurring "through wacky circumstances the boy and I are somehow together, we talk, he realizes I am awesome, I wake up." I mean, wtf, subconscious, can't we kick the imaginary encounters up a notch?

I am sorry about your kitty. That sucks :(

[irenak]

Well, hey, at least the object of your desire actually exists (though you should definitely tell off your subconscious for leaving out the good bits). I have no idea where my mind pulled alien-boy from.

And thanks. Been rough, but I'm muddling through.