jesus christ.

[iremainalone]

I guess I have no choice but to just vent here, because I have absolutly nowhere else to go.  Thats such a shame.

Anyways-

Last night--the worst night of all 17 years I've been alive.  I feel so alone I just want to vomit.  But that helps nothing.  Nothing I can do or say can bring him back.  Nothing.

It might not bring him back, but I

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[imitatingaposer]

oh allie im soo sorry i can't imagin how you are feeling. ill try to get back from boston in time to come..

i love you.

[taphophobia]

allie honey i'm very sorry for your loss <3 your grandpa seemed like a really great guy and i know you loved him alot so if you need anybody to talk to or a big hug i'm here for you darling <3

where is the wake at? i'll try to attend for you because i wanna be there for you

i love you dear <3