So lately not much has been going on.
Been smokin bud alot.
Miles will be here tomorrow to smoke me out on christmas eve night.
When I get the 50 bucks from my Grandma I think i'm gonna buy me some yayo.
*ponders*
Had alot of sex today.
Boyfriends rule.
I have a crush
C-O-R-E-Y
What else is new?

You know the time where you say to yourself that you’ve never felt this bad before? But you say that every time. The pain is real. How do you gauge your desperation? What do you do in those situations where your’re held captive and slave to your crashing emotions? Times where you make a pathetic fool out of yourself. I once knew a man. He left me ( Read more... )

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Deni is getting me a bong for xmas. Id rather have a ball though.

Ok so..

This weekend was pretty cool.

Friday: Me and Jello went to the mall and stole. I got a really cute Elmo jacket and a White DKNY jacket. She slept over. I scraped BOB. Then Ambein came along. sleepSaturday: Deni, Kid, and Jello came over and ate dinner with my family. Miles and Alisha were there too. My dad made crazy fucking comment about ( Read more... )

Jello is over. We're playing with eachother.

I wonder if she is...

Nope...

I am not on crack.

Today was kinda boring. Went to school. Snorted some heroin. and messed around with a bum.

Went to the mall, got hit on, and shoplifted. The jacket looks better one me. Even though I havnen't tried it on.

What goes on in this brain of mine...

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I ignore you because if I acknowledge your existence then I will have to acknowledge myself as exisiting and then there's the risk of remembering a fragment of what I have been working so hard to forget- myself. In moments of silence and isolation, I can make myself believe that life is merely passing through me uninterested like wind through an ( Read more... )

Ok. I finally go what I want, and once again, i'm not happy with it. I wish that I could really like someone. In my mind, I believe you have to truely like and know yourself before you can ever love someone else. I am not in love. I think of this relationship at someone who is there for me. It being with someone you like alot and still wake up ( Read more... )

Today was fun untill I got homee. Me, Liz, and my wife Tori hung out in my last period class and had fun. It was cute. This is my first entry where I havn't put my writing up. It kind of saddens me. But it's not like anyone reads them anyways. I miss talking to Mark. There's so many cool things I wanna tell him but he has no more internet or phone ( Read more... )

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