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[ipsenaut]

I am the worst possible element of the world. I am joyless and useless. I am a petty liar and thief. Don't trust me with anything. I am ungrateful and unable to care about anyone. Every night I am more certain I should not exist, but I don't do anything about it. I wish I could be awake in sleep, or open my eyes every morning to see the sun, and

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[weatherterms]

Spring will not ail nor autumn falter;
Nothing will know that you are gone,--
Saving alone some sullen plowland
None but yourself sets foot upon;

[ipsenaut]

How impolite.

[weatherterms]

I, by the words of Edna St. Vincent Millay, was just saying, that's what happens when people die.

[fireinthebelly]

Stop lying

[ipsenaut]

It is instinctual

Hey

Tell me if you ever come to New York

We're neighbors now. Or: I might go to Vermont. We could meet someplace, or not, if that's a creepy thing to say.

[fireinthebelly]

I will. I wish New York were closer... NYC is five hours farther away from me than Montreal. I'm leaving for Thanksgiving, but let me know if you are near Johnson or Burlington.

[ipsenaut]

I forget distances. Well. I'd like to go to Montreal sometime, and it seems as though I will be in Vermont at some non-Thanksgiving point.

[spendeternity]

go easy on yourself