It's Not What It Seems In The Land Of Dreams [S/A]

[ipanicdaily]

Title: It's Not What It Seems In The Land Of Dreams
Author: ipanicdaily
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan (Traces of: Brendon/Spencer, Brendon/Jon, Brendon/himself)
POV: 1st; Brendon's
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Don't own anyone/anything other than the plot and original characters. The title comes from Fall Out Boy's song, "Lullaby".
Summary: "I told you, silly, I am you

Comments

[ipanicdaily]

-hugs-

I miss you -tear- =/

Thanks ^^ Wrote from 11pm-4am one night x3

got nooooo sleep but oh well. I had fun.

xoxo Tabi

[ipanicdaily]

I think that in time they'll go back to being friends real good again; all four of them. It's just raw right now.

Fucking Pete Wentz though is being really stupid about it ><

I'm glad you enjoyed it ^^ I had fun writing.

xoxo Tabi

[xxdearmaria]

First of all, thank you so much <3 :D
I absolutely adored it! It was so sweet, I was grinning so wide when I heard it.

I LOVED the nightmares you gave Brendon. They were so detailed and I love that he was battling himself, only evil. The mirror scene was emotional and I really believed he was in distress. And the fact that he went to Ryan's = ♥

"...yanking one of Ryan's many ugly scarfs from the mic stand he used to use...Ugly man scarf, ROFL. I had an uncontrollable hatred of those scarves for a while. I even made a facebook group about it. xP

[ipanicdaily]

You're very welcome <3 ^^

I had no idea where I was going with the nightmares at first but by the 3rd, I was like "wait, I can have them mean this..." and yeah. The story wrote itself as I went on x3 I did the whole mirror thing because of Spencer's warning to Bdon about how "let it get worse and you won't know when you're sleeping or when you're awake". I figured if he said something like that, I should include a little something.

Personally, I love Ryan's scarfs. I think he's adorable. B just called it ugly in this cuz he's pissed at Ryan for leaving him. But everyone has their own taste so that's cool.

The ground one is my favorite too and when I got the idea I was like "...how to write this for what I'm imagining..." I still don't think I did my though justice but I tried.

It's cool, I <333 long comments. They're the best because they really let me know what my readers though so I can continue/work on stuff. Concerned! Spencer + Jon were because 1) who doesn't love Brendon? and 2) No one in that band seems mean hearted or

[isuzuchan44]

and here I thought I couldn't love your writing more.

NOW I KIND OF DO
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I loved the angst and the fluff and the Brendon and the Ryan and Rydon and yeeeaaaaaah.

And Lullaby is SUCH a gorgeous song. Patrick + acoustic guitar (or piano) does pretty much = amazing

to mems this goes :)

[ipanicdaily]

Lol I did this from 11pm-4am in the morning x3

Thanks for reading ^^

I'm like...obsessed with "lullaby" as well as "Golden" because it's like pure Patrick and it's just...orgasmic x3

xoxo Tabi

[9marchingclocks]

SQUEEEEEE! That was just.. epic. I hate that word, but there is no better way to describe it. Wow. My mind mas been blown. That was just like OMG

[ipanicdaily]

No, it's totally cool. I love long comments the most becuase it gives me better understanding of what my readers do/don't like.

Yeah, the drowning nightmare was probably my favorite too. I didn't really know where the story was going with the first two nightmares but then suddenly I got the idea for what direction it was heading and then I came to the idea of that nightmare and...yeah...

then I thought the ending should connect back to the beginning of 'dying' and how he broke free of that or something. I don't know. I didn't exactly get the ending the way I wanted but I'm still happy with this ^^

xoxo Tabi