Comments | inyourbusiness: {-133} I swear to Jesus, this cooking wine isn't strong enough.

inyourbusiness

{-133} I swear to Jesus, this cooking wine isn't strong enough.

Mar 11, 2008 00:24

Why am I even bothering to cook? It's not like the jackass will appreciate it, anyway. Him and his bitch will just side against me for some really retarded reason, SO WHY AM I BOTHERING?

I know! I know, because I'm stupid. Why can't they just sit there and be pretty with Vash in his leather pants. Stupid... pretty boys. Ugh. I have no idea ( Read more... )

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nico_oniichan March 11 2008, 17:45:49 UTC

That you like causin' a big scene over nothin' for the attention.

1/2 inyourbusiness March 11 2008, 17:51:49 UTC

No. I like causing a big scene over nothing because it makes people think I'm frivolous and then they don't bother getting close. Which is ironic, because I'd really like something like that, but I'm bound in a perpetual circle of self-destruction when it comes to anything remotely close to a relationship, thanks.

inyourbusiness March 11 2008, 17:52:09 UTC

...I hate this curse.

nico_oniichan March 11 2008, 17:54:32 UTC

...Y'know, they have therapy for stuff like this.

inyourbusiness March 11 2008, 17:55:00 UTC

That's not funny.

nico_oniichan March 11 2008, 17:56:15 UTC

Wasn't meant to be.

I knew I called it right when I said you had a crush on Spikey.

inyourbusiness March 11 2008, 17:57:22 UTC

I do not! According to my things from being, I had a thing for Livio.

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nico_oniichan March 11 2008, 17:58:12 UTC

I said had. And that was from before, so it doesn't count.

inyourbusiness March 11 2008, 18:00:29 UTC

What does it matter, anyway? He's yours, you're his, Livio's not the same Livio, I'm apparently so insane I made myself forget all of this, so circle cycle circle spin.

nico_oniichan March 11 2008, 18:03:09 UTC

He doesn't belong to anyone but himself.

An' just 'cause you don't remember doesn't make you nuts. You went through some really bad shit, while you were here.

inyourbusiness March 11 2008, 18:07:01 UTC

And everyone's just inaccessible as hell, to boot.

I should've been stronger than that. Everyone else in this damn place is strong enough to take it, and I just decide to quick and block it all out. I get dreams about things that may or may not be related, so I don't sleep. I don't sleep, I freak out and want to hurt all you jackasses.

Maybe I should just get medicated or something and break this piece of junk.

nico_oniichan March 11 2008, 18:12:01 UTC

We're right here, short girl.

Everyone in this place is also pretty fucked up, if you ask me. You're not like everyone else here, where they've learned to deal with traumatizing shit.

inyourbusiness March 11 2008, 18:15:07 UTC

Sure, so you all can just NOT listen to me? Why the hell won't someone listen for once? I mean REALLY LISTEN, because sometimes it's okay to push, you know!

And I go back that I should just go get doped up all the time. It'd make things a lot easier, and then none of you would have to put up with my defensive BLOW-UPS.

nico_oniichan March 11 2008, 18:33:05 UTC

Maybe if you actually tried talkin' to us instead o' blowin' up in our faces, we would.

Because you're so much easier to deal with when you're medicated.

inyourbusiness March 11 2008, 18:36:44 UTC

Maybe if I knew how without sounding like a damn idiot about everything, I would. My problems? Sooooo much smaller compared to yours.

I know I could deal with MYSELF easier.

nico_oniichan March 11 2008, 18:39:36 UTC

They're still there. An' not dealin' with them doesn't make it any better.

You're worse when you're takin' medicine.

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