Moss on Stone -- chapter 01

[invisiblehabits]

Title: Moss on Stone
Chapter: 01/05
Author: invisiblehabits
Beta: tingedwords
Genre: Angst/Light romance
Rating: R
Warnings: Implied malexmale sex, suicide attempt, terminal illness, violence, character death
Pairings: Kenzo/Hiroto, Tora/Hirot, Aki/Kenzo
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t know. Won’t make money unless you feel like paying me to read.
Summary: A few days later

Comments

[siseja]

......
remembering Aroma and it's warnings, compared to these, I have been quite hesitant to start reading...
...
turned out I was right
Hiroto talking to Tora like that brought me to tears
....
yeah...

[invisiblehabits]

Do take my warnings seriously because I am HORRIBLE towards my muses! LOL, I've made myself cry writing this one tbh. I'm sorry I made you cry!! I....well....actually I might've meant to make people cry with this one. It was never supposed to be happy I don't think. But still, SORRY!! *hides*

[siseja]

no.. the fact that I'm crying so early as FIRST CHAPTER OF THE FIC means that I'm enjoying it immensely
and really
who doesn't like putting their muses through burning hell anyway? xD

[invisiblehabits]

*beams* Hehe, yeah I like crying too. The glory of angst, I try to capture it and it seems I manage here. It makes me happy, I've doubted this story so many times over yet it REFUSED to leave me alone!

[invisiblehabits]

I think I love you a little bit right now... This comment makes me so happy! It was such a difficult story to write, mainly because of Kenzo, and to hear you like it so much... ^^

You're quite right too, Hiroto is above all else movement. Colours and sounds too, no doubt, but those are ways in which he moves. He was the one who instigated this story actually, demanded he get to play with Kenzo somehow. Not sure this utterly locked down version of Kenzo was what he expected, but it's what he got! A Kenzo who definitely isn't moving at all.

Thank you! I hope you'll enjoy the rest of the story as well!

[invisiblehabits]

Really? I guess he is different in some ways, less sure of himself, less 'in your face' even when he's rude and spews attitude like always. Here, he feels so tiny to me, in every sense of the word.

I love Hiroto here! He's the kind of person I'd like to be, open and positive, curious and with an undying hope and will. I should get chapter three up, it shows you more about Hiroto's past. Shows more of his character I'd say.

[velvet_liquor]

I'm already crying and I'll make a proper comment after I've read the other chapters~

<3

[invisiblehabits]

*hands tissues*

Sorry Sam! <3

[shesinunderland]

aw i like this chapter the way they interact with each other is different and refreshing two broken hearts finding each other

[invisiblehabits]

Yay! I hope you like it all the way through... This story is....well do take the warnings into consideration please.

And I just realised I probably need to update my archive, I don't think this story is fully published in there...

[invisiblehabits]

FYI, fixed the archive with new updates. ;)

[siseja]

I just got a new job a few weeks ago, working with maintaining the City's vegetated areas (parks and such) and just yesterday I started on the "lawn mowing corps", driving around and mowling the lawn on different locations. First assignment: Graveyard.

And during those 7.5 hours, mowing lawn between the grave markers and the flowers, I kept noting the well kept ones and the abandoned ones and the ornated ones and the plain ones, and the deceaseds' age and time of death, and well... by the time I got to a completely new grave marker, just a wooden cross as they hadn't had the time to set up a stone yet, with flowers everywhere, some teddy bears and candles, and the picture of a young girl, probably around 12 years old, her head bald from Chemotherapy.. well by that time it was pretty depressing

because every grave that looked like someone might still be mourning reminded me of this fic.
And how much I love it and how much it makes my heart break with every chapter

.. just thought I should mention it

[invisiblehabits]

Reading this left me little short of speechless. It sounds, like you say, quite sad to drive around and watch such things. And at the same time oddly wonderful, but that's probably because I have a thing for cemetaries.

Thank you, for letting me know it made you think of this story. It's a fantastic feeling, knowing this piece of work has stuck by you so closely.

[siseja]

There were also people coming and going at all time, visiting graves... It's all beautiful and sad at the same time.

It's well deserved, I really do love all of your fics, this one and Aroma especially. ... I really should sit down sometime and catch up on what you've posted since I stopped reading fics ^^; I kind of went on a huge hiatus. I've started reading again now, but I've kinda gone back to the One Piece fandom.