The lights move and then fade. This is my made for TV movie. I look and see you pull away driving off into the star filled night. I clucth my chest and heave a deep sigh and watch my breath twill throughout the night air.

The sound of boats coming in. Childrens footprints imbeded into the sand. Waves crashing against pink rocks that imate the color of the near dusk sky. The words I read of a dear friend named Ryan helped me return to this place. To run straight onto the warm sand with my arms wide open. So as I sit here now and the wind blows through my sand ( Read more... )

These bloodshot. Swollen. Tear dripping eyes should have known. "Be home early." The words echoed through her head. She had heard them so many times before. Each time she would pull in at 11:30 to a sleeping peaceful house. How was she to know tonight he meant it and had prepared a blood bath for her. She should have known. A hauning feeling had ( Read more... )

Went to Boston today...sigh...oh how I love Boston. I thought it might be hard to love it still after that day with HIM. That day that just can't seem to find it's way amongest the cobwebs of my mind. But I can. It was hard at first. Revisiting the site of the most perfect day. I found myself singing songs that I had promised myself to forget and ( Read more... )

the frogs that live out here have a death wish. i must have hit at least 30 of them on the way home last night. suicide frogs. no good im telling you. i feel bad hitting them and all. but they jump out at me!and there are so many. and i just get so confused and...sigh ( Read more... )

and i almost knew what to say.
when you spat at me with ineffable words.
these broken tears and hollow eyes.
say more than the lapse of our love.

It is that ever slowly revolving door
Were the glass separates us
And your always walking in
While I’m always walking out
And someday we might met in the sun
Where the smiles are warm
And the handshakes sincere

so lets get up ontop of your car ( Read more... )

the world stops ( Read more... )

Alone in this capsule of time ( Read more... )