[rl] get your own bed spike >:(

[intuitivelyapt]

[It's 4 am. Sylar is sleeping. Because that's usually what normal people do at 4 am. He's dreaming about ice caves ... ]

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[rudolphofvamps]

[Spike raps softly on the door once, and then another .. time. But when Sylar doesn't immediately rouse to get the door he decides to just... walk in anyway. And watch lovingly as Sylar dreams on. Or more like creepily stare because it's really insensitive of him to sleep while Spike is hurting. But he also doesn't really have the heart to wake him up. Souls were so bothersome.]

[rudolphofvamps]

[shrugs] Learned a long time ago to keep opposite hours. [and this look says, That so isn't the point.]

[intuitivelyapt]

Look, [He makes a dismissive hand-waving gesture,] I know as much as you do about the whole thing. I don't know what to tell you. It's ironic, isn't it? You let her kill you, you die a villain. You hurt her and survive, you live as a villain. Your past pulls you down. Can't escape it, can't outrun it.

Makes you wonder what the point of it all is.

[rudolphofvamps]

It does, at that. [He's quiet for a long moment as he stretches out to lay down on the bed, lacing his fingers over his stomach.]

Buffy believed in me once. I'll win her back. Somehow. Maybe without killing myself, even.

[intuitivelyapt]

[He lies back down too, making them ... girls in the parent trap or something idek.]

Well, don't lock her in a hotel room.

[rudolphofvamps]

..I take it that suggestion comes with a story.

[intuitivelyapt]

I'm pretty sure it's a story I've already told you. I locked Claire in a hotel room, cracked out the pinot, proposed ... didn't quite go the way I was hoping.

[rudolphofvamps]

Ah, yeah. That old song and dance. Well, I'll keep that in mind then.

[intuitivelyapt]

What have have you tried? Besides the soul thing.

[rudolphofvamps]

It's complicated, right? 'Cause this Buffy isn't from my time and all. My Buffy, I saved her life, took care of her sister, did plenty of awful things too, but I helped her save the world. She trusted me.

Haven't done anything for this Slayer and now her friend's in the hospital because of me. Not like I deserve anything more than what I got. Should be grateful I'm alive, I guess. But that one's gettin' tired.

[intuitivelyapt]

[He turns on his side to better look at Spike.]

So forget this Buffy. She's just ... some person on the internet. Whatever. What's stopping you from getting the other one?

[rudolphofvamps]

I haven't talked to her in.. years, mate. I didn't even tell her when I came back from the dead. Sure Andrew told her, but still, I made the decision to keep our lives separate and, it seemed like a good idea then. Hell, it probably was. Just, seeing this Buffy, and not being able to have her--

[intuitivelyapt]

[siiiiiigh] So block her?

[rudolphofvamps]

Can't do that either, she might need my help. Just gotta put on my big girl pants and get over myself, I know.

[intuitivelyapt]

Let's look at the statistics. How many times has Buffy -- this Buffy -- ever shot you a text asking for help?

[rudolphofvamps]

Yeah, yeah. Never.