i understand. i mean different situation, of course. i've only had family die.
but. [oh god this is embarressing and proves my insanity] i always see men that kindof look like my father and look real hard at them. and try to get them to look back. because i'm some how convinced he just got lost. and forgot. but looking at me he'd remember. no such luck now. but my heart still stops and my palms still get sweaty every single time i see someone that could possibly be him. it's pathetic. but it's something to hold on to. i'll probably never stop it either. :/
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i mean different situation, of course.
i've only had family die.
but. [oh god this is embarressing and proves my insanity]
i always see men that kindof look like my father
and look real hard at them.
and try to get them to look back.
because i'm some how convinced he just got lost. and forgot.
but looking at me he'd remember.
no such luck now. but my heart still stops and my palms still get sweaty every single time i see someone that could possibly be him.
it's pathetic. but it's something to hold on to. i'll probably never stop it either. :/
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