im going crazy in a very very bad way.

opiates are pumping through my viens. what wonder.

everyones falln down how can i help a million people at once?

ive just realized something terrible. all of you, all of you fucked up people who fucked with me, really DID fuck me up. i never really thought so but now i see how. you made me NEED sex. you made me dissasociate from wanting to be in a relationship. you made me numb to love, only keen to sex. even when i was close to someone i should have been ( Read more... )

bitches need to post

down in the dumbs
akward vibes everywhere
coincidental days and such
atleast we feel each other so much
atleast we'll see her soon
atleast it'll be finished soon

dundundundundun

why do i feel these feelings of a fourtenn yr old girl. why do a aspire like i do? why do i try when i will never succeed at anything. why do i drink when it makes me vomit. why do i use blow wen it makes me freak out. why do i drive people away.

i don't write or talk about 99% of what i think because inside im a 3yrold. nothing matters.

new formats got me wacky. still managed to get here though. being single is better then pure MDMA. you all know it too. so much school work i could die. but its worth it. i hope to god its worth it.

why do people always fuck with me? why the fuck do they? i swear to FUCKING god next time some fucking little bitch does that me im gonna fucking hurt somebody. fuck this stay single.