Almost made you love me ( Read more... )

I am sorry to all of you but i cannot stick to my promise. Call me weak, a drama queen, etc. but you dont know me. Some peoples' words cut worse than a million razor blades ever could. I guess amy was right.... i am the reason everybody leaves. Maria was right too. so pray for me cause right now i need all the help i can get. i am sorry to everyone ( Read more... )

I made a decision today!!
i am done with my bad habits. all of them. I am gonna start running again. Maria was psyched. i am too. we ran today at practice and i realized i missed it. i know i am weird. check my last post for shout outs.

Chrys (the one and only)

well for once...i am not crying. i think i have done enough of that. somrtimes i wonder if we all truly have a destiny? Does all of this happen for a reason? i went up to orange park this weekend. it was good to see some people and talk to others. i dyed my hair, got asked out, saw cry_wolf(jumped like twice), got dumped(punched a wall), lost an ( Read more... )

I dont get it. Everyone just creates more and more problems. more and more drama. i just dont want to deal with this anymore...

cb

Here in the Dark ( Read more... )

My Dearest Amy,Chris, and Robin ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say. i wish people would quit assuming i feel one way and telling other people that i said i felt that way ( Read more... )

dont hug me and smother me with your fakeness ( Read more... )

why do i cause my own tears....why do i make my reality my fear. if you are looking for a happy entry this is not it. i want so bad to say this so i will ( Read more... )